Fighting to get my medical coverage for llife, rsd was as a result of a job injury and will live with it for life,lawyers think many people will settle for money, I'm not one of those , I need medical coverage for my rsd and also my right foot and ankle injury which never will be able to get a fusion due to my rsd, and they almost left that out in my court day last week, I put a fight with my own lawyer who thought I was ok with just foot and ankle coverage ,non sense, rsd is a huge deal and I lectured her and fight her to get me my benefits and a new court day to gather more information to add in my case.
Being with rsd, severe insomnia, stress ,depression which are not cover under my claim don't know why makes my rsd flares more than ever , I went back to my ankle brace, still can wear tennis shoes and some shoes with a costume made insets and the brace , I got lay off because the company is doing changes and cutting budget and I don't longer met their criteria , I was even called by my manager something I will never forgive her for : you used to be a good worker,the best, but not anymore. How do you think I felt , like someone slap my face , it was so awful knowing how much work and dedication I put to helped people ,so I did answer with his: well, I know I do t met your criteria and I'm still the best worker you had, no one will do what I did, you got to this point because of me,but if fine, I was doing a difference by helping people ,but if you as corporate representatives don't think that way, making a difference matter to help others well in that case ,yes I'm in the wrong place,you trained me to so well and now I'm useless to you, nice thanks so much for the opportunity you had gave me to prove that I can still do my job, I do appreciate all the calls you made me all the time I was in medical leave to help you and do my work from home ,yes I do appreciate that because after all considering I was good , how bad worker I was when you called me, yes you are right, I'm not good to you , but guess what, I'm not good, I'm the best so please make me a favor ,don't call me every time you need help or want to use my phone to text other employees to show to work , yes I'm not good even when still days ago you were doing that.
Our meeting that we had finished and they told me HR will call me with the decision ,Saturday I got the letter saying I don't meet the criteria and might not be able to handle all the chances the company is suffering ,well I was already mentally prepared .
I will never allow anyone who used me to say, I was good but not anymore,my good bye was by the way I have verizon company phone services. and can at any time requested my bills and see all your calls, don't tell me how good I was, because I'm still and you are not going to be any more because I'm not longer here.
Was and awful week, I had several weeks of flares just because I was waiting for a resolution , I never got the chance to get back to work and now seems like I won't perform well, she had me working for 18 months in worse conditions and same restrictions or less ,now I'm not allowed to return because the upper management never knew I was there with restriction until this January that I was getting a second surgery and my medical leave was about to expired but unions gave us three extra months , and now even the union is against any involvement , funny , I'm by my self but ready to keep the fight , I will continue asking and protecting what are my rights and rsd treatment for life is one of them, I don't care if my lawyer or anyone what's to close my case, unless I agree it won't happen at any time soon.
Guys ,is hard and real frustrating ,disappointed and lots of anger but I will not give away my needs, I been suffering enough , you guys know me for a while and I'm not seeking for money, I'm seeking for my mind been free of any stress knowing I been taking care for the future and not to worry about that, I already have too much and is painful to think about the future , my scs will requires maintenance and rsd changed , my left leg is also affected, my sciatic nerve as well, I had the generator repositioned to my abdomen in January of this year due to the pain I had for months I. My buttock, remember that? Well two new doctors agreed ,rsd was already affecting my leg and my dr ignored,when this two new dr agreed and plan what to do ,the insurance from my company sent me a letter saying they don't longer belongs to the network , is that fair.
An idiot IME saw me a day before my surgery and declare partial disable in 5 minutes or less and cut my TTD in half, I can't verily pay my bill, I had a month later a gallbladder surgery ,I still own more then 3000 in medical bills no rsd related and how can I pay when I can't work, I'm doing my best to pay what I can but this system is so unfair , I'm dealing with too much, no one will take my rsd benefits or any benefits away, are you agree?
Thanks for listening , is been a long journey and bad weeks ,so many bad days but I'm faithful and think I do deserve something right for once, I'm tired and really sad of what happens but it won't change me at all, I'm still the same person, with more experience and more sadness but a good person and I will be that way for anyone who needs me ,thanks so much for you support, with loving hugs and care Jesika .