Even the greatest warriors lose a fight once in their lives.
If someone left you ,means that person wasn't the right for you, there always a purpose for everything ,now you need to focus and the much you need to regain about yourself.
Destiny place the right people at the right time,soon will be the right time ,for now ,rsd became to be your partner and you are not selfish,we are suffering too much and sure we can't only do so much,but selfish,we are not selfish. I always wonder who will ever step on our shoes just to try how long they can last and I bet no one will ever try at all.
Be you own person,be your best friend and love yourself by not allowing anyone hurt you because you are sick ,those who decide to leave are the weakest persons you will ever meet, only a true and honest soul will stay at your side,don't regret anything that happened good or bad, you overcome that's what matter.
Here is a huge and friendly community, left few moths ago for a misunderstanding , I realized lately it wasn't a big deal and the person who created the situation is not even here any more. Disappointment is everywhere but is up to us to make a difference in our life's and be a new advocate for rsd and help others,that's the best way to live our life's,offering support and be a source of comfort.
I'm also and rsd patient ,type 2 or label 2 now,but I still see days with a shinny sunny day and many others I can't even see outside my windows but I believe someone needs me and I get here or there, I'm a people person,my job was everything for me and I lost it due to my rsd but still hurts and I try to start all over again, I think I don't deserve this but it what it is.
Gentle hugs and always be hopeful and see the bright side ,there is always one,take care ,with love Jesika .

Hi,

My heart goes out to you. If you feel you need some additional help don't
hesitate going to the ER where out of control pain can be treated. Just
tell them you are not interested in being treated like a drug seeker but if sincere about wanting to know about CRPS, most hospitals have
access to obtain information on it. I know on one occasion my daughter
who had CRPS type 1 was having surgery for another medical condition
when one of the nurses asked her what CRPS was. The nurse left the
room then later returned after looking it up and expressed sympathy toward
my daughter. The world is full with its share of jerks but there are also
some wonderful and caring people in the medical profession as well. God
bless you. I know you are scared but you are not alone. May our loving
mother, father God hold you and be with you and comfort you during this
crisis in pain.