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i went in for my MRI today and i was early. like 2 days early. i swear... my angel was watching over me because they had a cancellation and i was able to get in.
now, here's what's weird. when they got done scanning my spine, the nurse came in and asked me if i had been in an accident. and i said no. she said "you're sure you didn't throw out your back or anything?" i just told her that i got hurt all the time because i am a sportie. but why did she ask me that????? thennn - when they were scanning my brain, they had this mirrored thing on it so that i could look out instead of up and they were pointing at the computer and one girl picked up the phone and walked out of eyesight. then the other lady looked again and slowly nodded her head. so i'm like WTF is going on? when they came in and said i was done i said they scared me and she just looked at me. and i said, "you're not going to tell me are you?" and she said "nope, but if i thought it was urgent we wouldn't let you leave..." i can't stand that because now i'm going to awfulize until i get the results. i'm sad to say, though. i only had 1 brain instead of 2 like i thought. bummer. :grouphug: |
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Hey girl - hold on here - you haven't "done" anything! you had a great, wonderful day, and even shook your bootie! And you sweated - and grabbed some ice. This sounds extremely normal, and happy, to me.
Your hand's reaction to the ice sounds like you might have, um, RSD? DEEP BREATH. You're in the right place. You are still a mom to 3 beautiful children. And you got all that miserable MRI stuff taken care of already. Stick to your plans: your vacation, your appointments, etc. And if your pain is back? Call your doctor and get a new pain prescription. Don't suffer needlessly. HUGE HUG. |
thanks molly. i just didn't know that would ever happen.
i didn't have any pain pills, but i took a valium and slept last night. i feel groggy this morning but my hand isn't as bad. it's just stingy. i'm sorry for overreacting. i just thought that maybe i was the one that wouldn't have continued problems. i guess i forgot about the muscle spasms and the eye jiggling and the hand and feet numbness. whatever. so i have vowed to never pick up ice with my hands again. i don't even like the stuff anyway. i always drink lukewarm everything. even pop. i do want to ask this. whenever you guys get shivery, like stepping into a cold pool, does your body like freak out? i don't just get goosebumps, my body actually hurts. it feels like my whole body burns. is that typical? |
My dear Angie...
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My body freaks and it HURTS! A lot of the time my skin is ICE COLD but I have no goose bumps. Then other times it isn't that cold and I get goosebumps. Apparently it doesn't have to do with the temperature of your skin. I find it strange that it's 90- 95 degrees where I live yet my body is ICE COLD and never warms up like it's surroundings, though anything (like water, books, lotions) else warms up from the surrounding temperature... :confused: :confused: Strange, but I know what you mean, and hang in there sweetie!! I know how it feels... :hug: :hug: |
Hi Ang! I too know what your going through! My hand, arm, wrist..are so cold! heck I get cold chills, goose bumps all over. Ang, my hand, wrist are blue, red, then back and forth. blue, red.. purple too.. heck.. rainbow:winky: My shoulder feels like someone is picking away at me with an ice pick,then feels like someone is putting their hot cigarette out on my shoulder.. ouch!:eek: my arm, wrist, hand, shoulder, too feels so painful, that I am now getting use to this pain. I took a morphine pill and I still hurt on and off like crazy. We love ya here, Angie.. we care.. we understand... we are all "GREATFUL" for one another whom I choose to call "My friends"! Love ya my friend! :hug: Desi
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OK Angie,
I have a very bad flare of all my conditions at once, both arms in hell, typing too painful; still, had to say this. I feel we've really come full circle with you Angie. Go back to the start of this thread and read it again, the whole thing, right through. Don't you see a pattern in your posts? Your strenuous exercising may please you (and perhaps a couple of other posters) but according to your pattern it does not seem beneficial. Moderation may get you further, adapting to a regime of exercise broken by frequent rests. One other thing. A small amount of sunshine is good, gives you lots of vitamin D. But beyond perhaps 20 mins tops, RSD limbs don't like it. For myself, the idea of putting my RSD and RSI arms in hot sun is anathema, simply unthinkable. If you can do it, and the extremely long sport sessions, perhaps you should get a second opinion. Stamina is unfortunately one of the first things to give way with RSD, sadly. Please try to start helping yourself more. I think the people on this forum have offered you wonderful help and advice, it's time you helped yourself. Reading the forum from the back end forward would be a start and might give you some insight. By caring for yourself, you're caring for your family too. I don't want to encourage you further in a cycle or pattern that seems to me to be potentially harmful and getting you nowhere. all the best :) |
i thank everyone for their advice. i have compassion as well and not all of my posts have been about myself. however, i am extremely offended, artist. i'm sorry if i haven't heeded everyone's advice and maybe i haven't done what i am "supposed" to do, but i thought that that was what this forum was about. i am scared. i have no one here that understands what i am going thru. why is it wrong that i write my fears and what is going on and ask questions?
how am i supposed to know EVERYTHING!!! my illness is at a different degree than every single person on this forum. i don't minimize ANYONE'S pain or suffering. i have NEVER done that and i never would, but thank you for making me feel that way. You get sick, cry in corners, come here and whinge, then ignore advice given, have an extremely prolonged exercise orgy and promptly put yourself back at square one by severely overdoing it. Then you get sick, and cry, and whinge and....etc etc... if what you are trying to do is hurt my feelings, you've done it. thank you artist. i have 96 posts. you have almost 900. so if it takes me 900 posts to be so wise as you - i give up. thank you for turning me away. and you know NOTHING about my husband so don't make assumptions. to everyone else, i truly apologize if i have offended you in any way. it was never my intention. ever. and i apologize to you, artist that i have been so insensitive in your eyes. but i feel that if you want to say these hurtful things for everyone to read instead of PMing me, then i offer you the same courtesy. shalom |
Hi Angie,
My opinion is just that: just my opinion. Most others will have a different one. I felt you should know why I won't be joining any more sessions trying to help in offering you advice, but I'm sure plenty of others will. Please take some advice from my previous post, though, start to read about how others deal with this condition and try to start applying as much as you can to yourself where applicable. I did not, btw, mention compassion or say that all of your posts have been about yourself. You have as much right as everyone else to scream and shout, of course, and whinge, we all do it, me too, and I am sorry your feelings are hurt. I've said as much as I want to, Angie, I just hope the "Spoons Theory" starts to mean something to you soon :). All the best. |
Hey guys-
:( I haven't read thru all of this thread but if and when there is a disagreement or certain feelings that you feel you need to air - please do that via PM - that is one of many things that they are for. I'm also asking that some self editing be done so as not to upset the whole group. Thank you in advance If any questions PM me , kimmydawn or any of the mods |
Hi Unrouely,
You know when I went on the TOS forum back around 98, I was in the same shape that you are in. I had something going on and was desperate to find answers. One person that comes here might remember what I went through and how one person treated me. It was the braintalk forum by the way.
After going through 11 years of getting all of the tumors out of me and going through 5 years of test my Dr. made me go through to make sure I was cancer free. He called me after the last test and told me that we were cancerfree and when I went in to his appointment he hugged me and said that I was on the road to getting well and doing what I wanted to do. I woke up one morning and couldn't get out of bed because of my back and ended up on Vallium and Hydrocodone. We didn't know I was allergic to it and I got out of bed but I fell several times and ended up with TOS. I found the TOS sight and I was you, I didn't know I had TOS but I had several Drs. trying to diagnose me and none could. That's when I went looking on the computer for the diagnoses I needed. I figured it out by talking to people on the forum and stayed on there for several years. After I had my TOS surgery, I ended up with RSD and I stayed here to learn and help others. Back to what I was saying, I had one person on that forum that was horrible to me, she soon left but not on her own. I sounded just like you as I said, I was in so much pain, I was desperate for help to find answers. I got them and finally after getting some of my diagnoses here I was able to relax and get the help I needed by finding the right Drs. You belong here. What you are trying to do is find what is going on with you and help get the answers you need. Each and everyone of us have been through a lot with RSD and it's very hard to get through it without the support we need. I do have a great support system here but I still want to be around people that have what I have so I know I'm not alone. Stay here and continue trying to learn what you need to find out. Don't let what other people say effect your mission to get the help you need. We are all on here for the help and support that you are wanting. In my councelling I have learned to let people say what they want to say and then move on. Don't let other people try to bring you down. Please stay and learn. You are wanted here. Ada |
Artist, I have crps type II cold. I ADORE the sun! If it's not very warm out, then I am stuck having to wear wool socks and a sweat suit. Being purple hurts. It took several years before I lost all my stamina. For the first few, I kept right on truckin' on, hoping if I denied the crps power over me, that I might just win. Yes, I was fooling myself. Would I go back and change a thing? Certainly not! I kept the atrophy to a minimum for a lot longer than would otherwise have been possible. I had seven... count em seven... specialists dx me with rsd/crps. I was one of the first to ever use Guanethidine, during the gov't trials. So, if you think you know all there is to know about this disease, and can dx people, think again. Unrouley1, please don't leave us. After our time in chat this morning, you know exactly how I feel about all this junk. I know I was about to do the same thing, but I have changed my mind. I doubt many of you saw the extra-long post I wrote earlier. I deleted it at the request of Chemar. She is right, of course, that's why she's our fav mod ;) But I wrote what I did out of defense of a friend who I felt had been unfairly treated by another. I'd do the same for all of you, too. The rest of the world has no idea what we go through on a daily basis. We truly need this site, or at least I do! To think that one thread could endanger all we have here... well, the thought makes me sad. |
This is just a thought- we have talked about RSD in much length in the past and the past posts may be helpful to you. It is hard for most of us, being very drained and in a lot of pain, to post continuously. We are friends and I just want to see you being helped. Helping your self more is good. I love to help others here, but I feel like I would help you more by telling you to look at previous posts with lots of people's experiences than by me posting a lot to you now.
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And, it is worth being checked out that you REALLY do have RSD, because it is quite rare, I believe that you'd really be able to do all this exercise. UNLESS you are going into remission... ?! It is a good thing that you are getting spinal MRIs and such... I am being checked for stuff other than RSD too because my case is considered "rare". So that REALLY is a good thing. Better to be SURE! Many soft hugs, and I don't want to offend you in the least, I wish you well.:hug: And I thought long and hard on whether to post this or PM you, and I thought it better to post, as there is a differing opinion on you maybe not having RSD (it always is a good thought to check it out-- you'd much rather them find it was something curable than RSD, and as RSD is a dx of exclusion, than if tests come back fine you will be even more sure it's RSD). Praying for you! :hug: I hope you don't leave, I know you need support, and advice is so often needed. |
I think most of the self editing has been done and this main topic has run it's course.
So now I am going to lock this thread in hopes that all will step back, resolve those inner feelings and start fresh. You are a close group here and I hope all can forgive and move past this.:grouphug: |
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