Hi leggies. I know how you feel. I contracted RSD at 23, diagnosed a few years later. It doesn't matterr much if things could be worse when you're feeling depressed. Just know that the depression can pass, and it often does. I have had this terrible disease for 20 years, and sometimes the pain is too much to bear, then just when you think you can't make it another day, it subsides a bit.

Know that you aren't alone, we know how you feel. Find something you enjoy to help keep your mind off of the pain, even if it's just for a short time. It's possible to feel better, even if you don't get remission. You just need to find the treatment that works for you. I'll keep a good thought for you.