[theoneRogue420]

...whine.

In another thread, we were talking about lack of motivation, and I mentioned how Michael and I got as far as the parking lot of Walmart before turning around and going home.

Well, the very next day, yesterday, we got off our butts and went. I was so proud! We were almost done, only had to pick out fruit and could then go reward ourselves with Jack-in-the-Box, yeah!

I took a quick turn by these huge round watermelon bins... not realizing that although they were round, they were sitting on square pallets. I caught my foot on the edge of that pallet, and did quite the little dance number before falling. Must have been a good one, cuz e1 around me laughed. No, I am NOT kidding. People were laughing at me for falling!

I realize that my rsd isn't obvious to most folks, so they had no way of knowing just how bad that trip was going to hurt me. But I would NEVER laugh at anyone who took a fall, my God that is just sooo low! To get pleasure out of another's misery is just so bad. No one offered to help me, no one asked if I was ok... they just laughed.

Yes, I am hurting really bad right now, not even extra morphine is helping...plus I'm hurting in all sorts of new places. But mainly, my heart hurts. People suck.