IHH,
Good advice. You are so smart, especially for your age. I guess I spend so much time worrying about what I need to do that I don't think about what I would like to do. I don't get much of the stuff I "need" to do done, so I think I'll just change some focus to what I "want" to do. My therapist was actually talking to me about this last week.
How are you? I need to catch up on your posts. You are in my prayers.
Linmarie
:hug:

This thing will make big changes in your life.

I confess I've pushed some of my friends away in the hopes they are less hurt if worse comes to worse. It was probably a poor idea and it's not my job to protect them anyway.

One thing is certain; you have to enjoy life to the degree you can. Get a hobby or find something to do.