feeling guilty.....

JOAN_M · 07-19-2007, 09:56 AM

sorry it went so badly. sometimes we just don't want to have a 'happy' anything because our lives are tough and often sad. but you have a loving family who are trying and that is something. so today, get up, and dust yourself off, apologize, and spend time with the people who love you. live as much of 'life' as you can.
joan

Desi · 07-19-2007, 12:33 PM

Thanks friends!! I am feeling better today. I have to go see my Dr. who gives me my effexor XR and xanax today. I already hooked up wih my new therapist on the 17th. of July.. she is awesome!! she did not know what RSD was, but wanted to hear all about it. will write more thank you's when I get back!! Love ya all so very much {{Hugs to all}}} Love, Desi :0)

Desi · 07-19-2007, 04:25 PM

Thank you all!! My hubby thanks you all too. he thinks this here board is the "BEST MEDICINE" I can have! So true, friends.. so true Ok, I did go with hubby lastnight to my sons home. They live 3 min. away!! wow! so far huh? ROFLOL. my two sons,Billy & Jeff, Bill, my daughter and 11 month old grandson all sang Happy Birthday to me. I blew out my 2 candles that said 16 hehehe.. 53 is more like it!!

My oldest ordered a pizza before I got there.. gave me a card from him and his girlfriend, with a gift card to my fav. restaurant, Red Lobster. I received 9 cards in all and one very beautiful handmade card, may I say from my little 7 yr. old that Bill and I have had legal custody of since she was 2 months. Gosh, we love and spoil her!!

Ok, we didn't stay too long.."eat 'n run.. LOL how rude!! LOL and as we pulled in our drive, here our neighbor hands me a little girl kitty, I have been asking for. she is white and gold and oh so tiny and fluffy. We named her Amanda(mandy, really) after the teenage girl we got her from. she even bought the kitty food! how nice! she hid under my Daughters bed all night and is finally getting used to our home! I now have four kids living here... Frisky who is 15 yrs. old(Cat), Tweeks 3yrs. old (Cat) and "Mandy, (the baby kitty) My daughter, Desiray' (Person, lol who turned 7 yrs. old May 9th!) ohhh.. almost forgot my other half.. Bill! (kid) LOL
Anyway, thank you, Mary for saying;'don't be too hard on myself! Bill did appreciate the fact that what he did(I said some very nice things to him) and he said. "oh, I know your in pain, just do what ya can"! And Mary, your right about "some people will do anything to get outta a Birthday spanking"! OUCH!! HA HA HA

Thanks again, Mary!
Sue K. Thanks so very much for the Birthday wishes!! Your so right about us having days that we just wanna be "left alone" Birthday's as well!! Yes, Bill understood, it was me that didn't LOL thanks again, sweetie!

Frogga, hey sweetie!! thank you for the Birthday wishes, I miss chatting with ya! we will have to do that soon sweetie! Your 21st. Birthday! gosh, I am so sorry you felt so rubbish hun! The kadian helps, the dr. wants to up my dose when I go back on the 30th. of this month. Thanks again buddy frogga xxxxx back atcha' doll!
Carose, Thank you so much for the Birthday wishes and prayers! your a gem, my friend!! thanks!!
Hey Ang, want to thank ya as well my friend! I did keep apologizing to hubby over and over.. something like the energizer bunny! LOL Thanks for the Birthday wishes, hun!!

Dawn, your home made baked cake was simply fab. Darlin'.. just fab! Better than the cake husband bought me.. shhhhhh. LOL Yes, your right, Bill does totally understand my bad days.. grrrrrrr

LOL Thank you for the Birthday wishes, Sista .. oh and the champaine was divine!! who-hooooo

Love ya bnches too, My bud.. Dawn! thanks again sweetie
Christine, Thank you so much sweet one! you said my family was amazing for respecting me and the fact that I have this disorder and raised my children with love. I cried reading this!! awwwww.. your a real doll, you know that? why, sure ya do, Christine!!

Thank you ever so much for saying that as well as for the Birthday wishes! Bill is a "diamond in the rough"?.. well, sometimes. LOL he has problems of himself and keeps on going. so, we take care of each other(The way it should be)

And the way ya sang happy Birthday to me.. how beautiful your voice is!! I heard ya singing all the way over here in Ohio

thank you!! Oh, and your Birthday card ya sent was just too "cute"!.. trying to douse the fire out on the candles on the cake! HA! HA! too fun! thank you also for the thoughts and prayers also my friend and

back atcha'!
Jenny K. Thank you for the Birthday wishes sweetie! yes, my husband will forgive me for being in a bad mood and moment..hmmm??

LOL Thanks again you sweetheart you!!

Joan, Thanks dear! I did take your advice about dusting myself off, apologized(like the energizer bunny, again.. over and over and over.. and.. LOL LOL
And I spent time with the people who love me. Your so sweet Thanks again, Joan!! I love ya all!!

love, Desi

JOAN_M · 07-19-2007, 08:03 PM

so glad you are better today ... i always 'start over' every day. it is the only way to live! joan

Desi · 07-19-2007, 11:47 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by JOAN_M

so glad you are better today ... i always 'start over' every day. it is the only way to live! joan

"Amen, Joan" Thanks doll! Love ya! Desi

sue k · 07-20-2007, 09:54 AM

desi,
iam glad your feeling better. just keep that wonderful attitude you have! just reading your posts have helped me so much.

love sue k

Desi · 07-20-2007, 06:26 PM

Hi ya sue! How have ya been lately? Me, I am plain tired, can't get a movin' today LOL Anyway, thanks for your nice reply. your a real sweetie! Love ya! Desi

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