And no I do not mean a Bowell Movement. I'm talking about Bankruptcy. I cannot believe it has come to this. I have struggled and struggled trying to keep everything together. But it is sucking me dry of every penny I have. I am finding that when all is said and done I barely have enough left for food or medical copays. I have had to forfeit both wayyy to many times as of late and suffered becuase of it.

I am no schlepp. I have always considered myself a very responsible, hardworker. However, I could never had predicted RSD and where I am today. I had a long long long heart to heart with my family today. I had a shorter one yesterday with my attorney. I still say attorneys aren't worth much. "Bottom Feeders" but are good when you need them.

So tomorrow I suck it up, and I will sit down with the attorney and file. Do I feel good about this decision? NO! But I do not feel I have much of a choice at this point Wish me luck!!!

Mark