[dreambeliever128]

Todays been a hard day for me. I have been fighting back tears off and on.
The boys were here for awhile today with their dad. I hadn't seen them for a week. Bill and I always got them through the week one to two nights. We have had a blizzard here since Wed. I had planned to get them Wed. night but with the snow coming in we were afraid I couldn't get them to school the next morning. It snowed again all day yesterday so I have stayed in.

The kids wanted me to come over for a Thanksgiving dinner this evening but I declined. I hate coming home in the dark and cold and I didn't want to spend the night.

The kids rearranged their living room today so that they could put up the Christmas tree for the boys. I told Susan yesterday to do it so we could keep some normalcy for the boys. Their having trouble doing it because of Bill being gone. Travis and Susan's best friend died Friday night. One week from Bill's funeral so it's been a double wammie for them.

I am going to keep the boys Wed. night so they can attend the funeral. I am going to let them put up a small tree for us. I can't do it but I have got to try and keep things happy for them.

My phone doesn't quit ringing most of the time. I've been happy about that, it has kept my mind occupied and I have had company off and on all week. People checking in on me but the nights are really bad. This house is so big and now seems so empty.

I hope all of you are having some good days. I just wanted to drop in and say hi and to let you know that I'm still hanging on.

Have a good evening.
Ada