[AintSoBad]

I woke up, after a sleepless nite. I didn't want to.
Was tuff.
So, took some meds. (fyi, 20mg of methadone, 5 mg diazepam, 60 mg cymbalta, and another 10 mg of methadone 30 mg total methadone ,half for the day).

I walked down to pay the rent.
Now, this lady who takes my rent is "tuff", but, lives in pain herself. (Ya know how we can't "Hide" it from each other?) So too does her daughter. She has a grand son, and I give her DVD's occasionally to watch with him....

back on topic.

She looks at me, and says something like, You look like "terrible"!
Yea. What else can I say?
But, we have a nice talk.

She looked the same, but, how do you say that to a lady?
She only looked "angry" to me.
But, was well kept. Looked very nice!

Hours go by.

Ahhhh.
I just got out of that nice looooooonng semi warm bath....
Then a nice coool shower...
shaved, and scrubbed up!
Yea!
Had iTunes playing all my faves all the while.....

I feel good, but, I hurt. (How's That?)

An rsd friend of mine Fell today. Up on a chair cleaning. Fell backwards. Now, I feel like beatin' her with her dustrag, for doin' something like that!
But, She fell on a big pillow on the sofa (thank God), but hit her ribs on the coffee table......Ouch.

When do we get a day "Off"?

Don't even want to bring my lawyers into this....

WE just don't!
And, as I write this, the Beatles come on singing,

Boy,
"You're gonna carry that weight, a Long time"!!!

Oh yea
Alright!
(Are you gonna be in my dreams tonite?)

It's a Holiday! "Outlaws"

A Day in Paradise!


Hope you all enjoy!

If ya don't get it, PM me, and I'll send you the Mp3's
of the "Outlaws"
"Holiday"...

It's OK.
They're my friends....


Pete
Enjoy!

Have a Great "Holiday"!
(When you're in Paradise)!