Hi Markneil,

So sorry you're feeling down again, but we all tend to cycle in and out of our states of mind (optimism and pessimism). I just hope you are not being too hard on yourself for your past choices, because there is little we can do to change them sometimes.

Jeff Foxworthy has a great term: "ustacould". We all "ustacould" things in our lives, and those of us with brain injuries surely know what this is like. But try not to dwell on what was, and see your own latest posts which discuss what is and what can be. You have made remarkable strides lately. Please don't stay in this "ustacould" place.

God is always willing to forgive you, Mark. You can trust Him enough to know He will. And He knows how you've struggled and continue to struggle. He does love you.

Please take care. M-i-m

MIMM=..I wrote a long rambling self pitying diatribe then i thought better. Thank you for caring...if God is listening...now would be a good time for some help