Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers, this Community means the World to me.
Debi, you have made the right decision regarding Bubba's Ashes and your reuniting.
I brought a bug back from the Wake. Nauseated, normal headache, sweating, temperature and constantly falling asleep. I am laying back down after this Post, taking my Ketamine early. I seem to be prone to every nasty virus going around this year, normally I am never 'buggy' ill.
You and I are yesterday's answers,
The earth of the past come to flesh,
Eroded by Time's rivers
To the shapes we now possess.
The Sage - Emerson, Lake & Palmer.