So unfriggin fair. (Kathy,stole your terminology..couldn't resist! )

Thinking of you Kimmydawn and sending prayers and positive thoughts to all of you and yours
redtail

Kimmy Dawn: Please know that in a few minutes when I go to bed, my prayers will be for you and your loved ones. Hugs from me to you!

Kimmy

This a time in which we never really want to see in our lives. I am sure you are like me, when our kids or grandkids hurt in any way we are hurting our selves on the inside, deeply. How we would love to take the place of them.

We just have to take one day at a time. Thinking positive and taking those deep breaths as Curious said.

Also as curious I send my Texas hugs and thought, before all of Texas will be with you.

Many to you and your family.

Darlene

Dear LORD God,

I come to you this morning only because of the blood and broken body of Jesus. You know what is going on with the mother and the baby. Please give the doctors and other health care workers wisdom regarding medicine and the exact amount. Work through those doctors. Put angels in the room. Jesus, reach down and touch the little baby and the mother. Put everything in balance according to your will and your timing.

In the Mighty Name of Jesus
AMEN

There aren't words to express fully my thanks and appreciation for each of you.

We did get some news about my oldest yesterday (she's 21 weeks today).

She's having a boy too! His name is Ethan James. We will have a Jonathan Jeffrey first, then an Ethan James. They're due 3 1/2 months apart but it will probably be closer to 4 months difference between the two.

I KNOW what this one will look like. He has no choice but to have blue eyes, next to no white hair and fair skin. He's going to be a little cotton-top

My youngest (and the one with all the difficulty right now), I'm very excited to see what he looks like. She took her genes from her father's family and they are strong. Anyone having children in that family, the children look like them. They have strong. My daughter looks exactly like my hubby but feminine...lol. They're beautiful people. People would stop her and her cousin (also of the same family) and say, "Hey, are you a *****?" People we don't know! LOL

So, due to this, I'm guessing he'll look alot like his mama which looks like the family. If so, he'll have strong features as the most do in this family...a beautiful family and people all of them. His ultrasounds tell me I might be on the right track...you should see those cheeks and cheekbones!

Thank you so much y'all!

Love,

KD

Still lifting you all in prayer, KD. Oy. Just remember that anger is still part of God's design for us and He may want you to use it!

Any chance of dumping the current OB and bringing someone else on board? This one has no right to neglect this case!

Holy moly, I'm mad too!

Thank you, cindy.

I know that I'm angry at the world right now, but I'm really angry at this OB. He should have been consulting with her endo. He knows how difficult this case has been! The endo sends him notes and suggestions after every visit! For all this concern to be going on and him not to make a phone call boggles me. I tell you, nothing will happen out of the ordinary until WE call him for sure.

I will be asking the OB Monday if a neonatal specialist should be seen at this point. In fact, I will be close to demanding it.

He's concerned about the baby's tests and sluggishness, but he's not showing signs of clear distress. What, at 35 weeks we want him to? The endo seemed much more concerned about what it might indicate. He's sent his notes/instructions over and if the OB doesn't have them Monday, I will demand he call for them. We may call endo Monday to ask him if he thinks a neonatal specialist should be seen.

The OB sent her to the specialist and said they'd be working closely together for daughter. Um, what happened? It seems like endo's doing his part there.

Granted, I know the OB has probably never had another case like this, but you learn and are conscientious if you keep in contact with the one who does know?

Ugh, I'm just going on with the same things over and over. I'm sorry. I'm still very angry.

KD

I am so sorry. Doctors make me so angry, I so feel what you are saying.

I wish they weren't so much into each their own little pigeon hole!!!!!!

(((((((((KimmyDawn))))))))

I hope things are improving, as I continue to read this thread.

(((((((((KimmyDawn)))))))))))

Thank you ((((((((((((((((((ALL))))))))))))))))))))))) for the thoughts and prayers. They're coming through loud and clear!!!!

His movements are still low, but he's turning around!!!! We had the non-stress test today and not only was it the best our little guy has ever had, it was PICTURE PERFECT!!!! He just showed his little self. His movements had still been low, but I prayed a specific prayer for God to let us know if he's OK today.

We went and he not only ROCKED on his NST with PERFECT accellerations everywhere but moved three times! He's turning around now that daughter is off the auto-immune drugs.

Praise God and thank you all! Please keep it coming.

I needed to share.

KD