This is many hours later than you wrote and I will add my prayers to all the other wonderful pray-ers in this community.

One of the greatest helps to me in my life are the words:

"What He will not protect me from, He will perfect me through."

This has helped me along with many of my coworkers.

I hope it will bring some comfort to you in physical and mental anguish.

With peace love and hugs,
Cathy

I see our Cindy is realizing that her burden is lighter now. That is good news. Your heart has a happy spirit in it now, to replace the sad and that happy spirit is called LIFE.

You have many, many friends who care about you...


*can I go to CA w/ya??* OK, had to try to slip that one in. You need this annual trip to see your CA friend who has always been there for ya.

(Bring me back a gift, like a RING or something)

I just read this whole thread...

Cindy...come here...

DM...listen...this here is a prayer thread and you can't ask to go to Calie or get jewelry. (You have to ask on another thread. Do you want a red ring? To match your new necklace? Always be specific!)

Alfie...thanks for posting/writting and links given regarding dark ugly feelings thoughts.
I really needing this now...am going thru some deep "waters" right now.
Feel totally betrayed by some "freinds" who're choosing to accuse me wrongly, and because I'm unwilling to allow them to do this, they've turned thier backs on me...I'm deeply hurt, but tells me they didn't value my freindship...or perhaps was a way to get rid of me?
I know I overwhelm people with my lifes saga's....I've had more than my share of tradgedies...but its been one right after another since day one....and it just doesn't stop.
My medications I must take makes things worse for me...mentally I mean...Steroids really do a number on me big time.
Anyway...it hurts...and I've been going thru sooo much, begining before the "holidays"...has been going downhill ever since.
And if things couldn't be worse...my health issues are getting much worse and I've gotten pretty ugly diagnosis AGAIN...was told I had Polymyositis, then they said I didn't have...now they're saying I really do have it afterall.
Its not a death sentence...but can be close to it.
Either way....I'm just having a very horrid time with everything...worse part is losing what I thought were freinds.
Thanks for all you out there.
Blessings, CryTears

(((Cheryl)))
so sorry to hear you are going through this hard time.
You have been through so much
I pray it gets easier for you and that true friends will be just that to you.

we are always here for you

I'm glad I peeked back in here for two reasons.

Tappy: Get your facts straight, I can ask for a ring if I want to! *stomping foot* I said a prayer first! nah~nah. Besides, AMN's CA bud designs jewelry and I mean JEWELRY!!




AND, CryTears... I feel so bad that you are having such a tough time of it. But, this is a place whre you CAN tell it like it is and vent anytime you feel like it. And, even though we don't all personally meet, we can all be friends here. So, guess your'e stuck with us.

Feel better soon OK, and know that your'e not alone here...

CryTears...this forum is here for you. Don't forget that.



DM...whatever you say. I forgot...I had a moment there.

Crytears, I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time of it. I'll be praying for you just as our friends here have uplifted me. We have one another to lean on and whenever two or more of us are gathered in His name, mighty is the power.

Cindy, even though I am going through my own life issues this past week I want you to know I am praying for you each night. I am glad you are feeling better about your situation. With time all things get lighter. You have been here for me as well and you have no idea what that means to me.

Hugs!

Done......................