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02-01-2015, 12:00 PM | #1 | |||
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It is the place to be when we are down
and hurting Oh what am I to do with all this pain and anger It is so wrenching A unmovable mountain is what it is Climb it I must I must reach the top climbing since a child first born and all the responsibility and some having been born into a Hungarian liniage My children first generation and now a grandchild Who has seen more crying than I ever wanted a child to have to witness Brings back horrible memories sure ask me why dwell on the past Because it has come full circle My father committed suiside My uncle committed suiside Alcohol ramped in my family in Europe On both sides I ill with the disease called alcoholism I CANNOT DRINK I have lost my privilege It truely is cunning 23 years this year My reason for living Haven't figured it out yet My second surgery did me in My breast surgery botched My hospital experience both times UNIMAGINABLE THIS I KID NO ONE and when so much failure in the procedures For my surgeon not acknowledge it after second surgery deny my disturbing swell I developed came in the morning drained my surgery site sent me on my merry way only for it to swell so badly I was an animal screaming in pain Wanting to be held to feel the flannel shirt where is it where did it go I cannot smell the Love indescribable to anyone yet when we feel it and smell it Ohhh what a feeling when giving oneself completely I ask for prayers that I can fight this horrible depression that has set in without my consent hanging on as I have no option I became responsible court ordered of my granddaughter Prayers all around Love Me
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02-01-2015, 04:41 PM | #2 | |||
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I think of God and thank him, whenever I see a gorgeous sunrise/sunset, those clouds with the bright sunlit edges and the sun streaming out from behind them, the power and beauty of the ocean....
pretty much all the various awesome scenery in nature and weather..
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02-01-2015, 06:23 PM | #3 | |||
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02-01-2015, 10:26 PM | #4 | ||
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Eva, Look into those "beautiful" dark eyes of little Eva; You will see Jesus in them. He knew you were needed to care for her. ' I pray your depression will soon be lessened and the smile, instead of tears, will return for your family to see. You are a strong women. Gerry |
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02-01-2015, 11:26 PM | #5 | |||
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So difficult my dear friend
She does make my day I do look in her eyes and see Him I am in a truly Spiritual place looking into them but then you know it Oh sweet lady why your in a very terrible way also not able to be elsewhere for a extended amount of time As it to applies to me in a different way my head becomes to heavy to carry my shoulders arms hands feet neck and lower back just to mention a few everyday pain My Spirit on a roller coaster ride to hell or so it feels so the lump in my throat always It's got to stop sometime Sweet Brother Hear our prayers Love Me
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02-26-2015, 07:17 AM | #6 | |||
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You see God today
Wrapping soft flannel shirt arms of love around you It's fragrance comfortably familiar and sweet To the point you "let yourself go" in that precious moment of I Love You Experienced in a way undeniably real to you Take solace Rest a moment Know the peace and overwhelming joy It is yours m56 |
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06-10-2015, 07:56 AM | #7 | |||
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Please come to me
I need your Love I want to feel your Love Can I be blessed to feel you in my heart In my gut in my mind in my everyday Love Me
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06-10-2015, 09:29 PM | #8 | ||
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In a heart that is open and welcoming; the Holy Spirit will come inside. I pray you will feel His Presence. Gerry |
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06-12-2015, 11:30 AM | #9 | |||
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Devine intervention
that even my children can witness and experience What a glorious feeling to experience happiness, calm and the feeling it is out of your control Devine intervention on a daily basis is always present and that because it is at different levels Hence Life being a roller coaster of a ride And I look at my life and know this is Gods plan and that we are protected By Him Prayers I always welcome How could it hurt To get tiny snippets of happiness So I do my hard crying in the shower After a bout And her settling herself on the toilet seat And I am drying myself Towel in face still with the water works And she proceeded to tell me how she expects to see a smile on my face Still with the towel in face I feel a smile on my face and in my heart I pull the towel from my face with what I thaught had a smile on it And the next thing she says is Oh come on You can do better than that I will never forget this tiny snippet Ever I so love my children and grandchild It too comes with large situations problems that are continuous and all I can do is pray and just DO Me
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