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I'm praying for courage and wisdom for you BJ.!!!!! {{{{HUGS}}}}}

Thinking of you and praying you find the courage you need and strength to get through.

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Abbie

BJ, I pray for you to have the courage of a lion, a bear, and a charging rhino. But also use the wisdom I've heard so much of from you in the past. Good luck to you, BJ, and all my best.

Sending prayers your way, BJ. Hope you can find comfort in knowing that we care about you and hope your find the courage you need to overcome your struggles.

Take care and thinking of you.

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((BJ)) You know I care, you know I am here for you.....

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(((((bj)))))

time for a road trip...we're off to see the wizard....

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time to get you some courage. :D
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Thanks everyone, :hug: I don't know what happened, well I do, but I'm ready to tell all. I see my pdoc tomorrow and I told her it's time. She's probably even more relieved than I am because she's going to be on vacation until August 2nd and won't have to worry about me holding it in anymore.

The first thing I do in the morning when I get up is get coffee and Hooper and go outside to fill the bird feeders and clean the bird bath. And then I looked up, and in front of me, at the end of this section of ivy is a lone "Shoo Fly" plant.

My mom and I always went to a lot of flower shows and she found seeds for this plant. In her loving care they ripened and sowed them everywhere in her garden. She was delighted and told me I needed some in my garden, as she, in her giddy, funny way sung:

"Shoo fly don't bother me,
Shoo fly don't bother me,
Shoo fly don't bother me,
'cause I belong to somebody..."

I was shocked when I saw this because I hadn't seen any for a couple years. I had to have all the English ivy cut down and had someone kill off all the poison ivy in there. It grew back but never did I see the Shoo Fly plant again. And then I turned around and there was my very first Rose of Sharon of the year. The one that my mom and I planted one week before she died. One of the things she always said to me was, "I will see you in the moon, the stars and the sun". It was a powerful image that left me with the impression she would always be around in one form or the other.

The wind picked up and I thought I heard her voice saying "It's time honey". I know I heard it, I'm not delusional. I felt Mom brush up against me as I walked by...and I swear I heard, "...cause I belong to somebody". I know this was my mom talking to me, telling me it will be okay.

And Curious I know what I'll be humming all night long, Follow the Yellow Brick Road :hug:

BP I hope you can feel us all sending prayers of courage and healing thoughts for you today.I know your Mom is right there with you and so are all of us.I pray that todays visit will lift the burden youve been holding. I pray Gods gentle hands are there to lift that burden and heal your pains and wash away your worries.
Please know you are in not only my thoughts and prayers but also the many people here. :hug:
PEACE
BMW

I'm thinking of you today, BJ. :hug: