Hi i am sherry and i am on a roller coster ride my life is very crazy right now and i do not know where to post so i hope it is not in the wrong area if it is forgive me! Well i am a mother of 2 sons one 28 the other is 29 years old i have no one to talk to so hear i go.On Dec 2 2007 My son the oldest one killed my ex- husband with a machette in Palmer,Alaska and then turning on his fathers girl friend and hacked on her the State of Alaska never did nothing to protect me not him from his father he abused me pulled me down stairs by my hair hand cuffed me in the basement ect..... He beat both my son and my self and put him down very badly he was a drinker and a doper in no means do i think it is right what my son did no i do not.I am seeing a Doctor now for depression now and have very bad anixity atacks i have a assist dog he travles every where with me and to the court room in Palmer , Alaska now the judge here in Anchorage will not allow me entry to the court room with my dog a small poodle saying he dosent allow a doggie day camp asked me what was a medical need and i do not have to ancwer that hippa law pt. privicay act i have never been refused entry to any where and feel like i can not go with out my dog the with me eases the anixity i have and i feel like i do not know where to go for help with this i know fed. law over rules state law and i have rights he stated my dog is not school trained and no paper work but i have a letter from my Doctor he is not a dog for the blind so i dont have to have him schooled i just hope some one can point me in the right area where i need to go to be able to be let in with my assist dog my son also shot 3 people here in Anchorage i am very sad what he did i do not agree with what he did but i do love my son and have every right as a mother to be there he will be in jail for life and my heart is so very hurt no one will ever know just how bad i feel in side.I miss my son more than words could say. for me not to be able to go to this part of the trial is unfair and wrong and somthing i will have to live with for the rest of my life.Like i told his lawyers in Palmer kids just do not wake up and say i am bored i think i will chop up my father. my son Erin has been in 2 burn units for his father and the State of Alaska knows and has all the proofs of abuse and hospital records i wish not to set him free no not at all i think they need to look at some mental help but there not not to be free . i hope some one could give me some help in the area of assist dog refusal entry to a court room what i can do if your just gona put me down and tell me off please do not reply i feel bad enough and need postive feed back where i can go Thank you for allowing me this time to write and for you to read this Sherry