(((((Chemar))))) :hug:

You know what, I have never been able to forgive myself.... :mad: :( Dont know.... I just keep thining, what if instead of this I have done this... why I did this... why I didnt listen to God... why was I this stupid.... etc, etc, etc... and Im angry against me all the time... I even hate to look at me in a mirror... :mad:



(((((Mistiis))))) :hug:

Aw, I do exactly the opossite... :o In 2006 and 2007, I was truly blessed by God, and I kept thanking him, praying, etc... but you know what, when something wrong or bad happen to me, I just feel like He simpy forgot about me... :( And in difficult times, I even have trouble praying... I feel He is not listening me.... :(

Sweet Blue...maybe that is what we need to learn, to be able to reach for Him when we are down, angry, or upset. He is always there. He never turns away from us. It is we who turn away from Him. Turn to Him when you are down, and He will comfort you, and bring you strength to get through it. It grows your character. It will help you get ready to be able to meet Him someday.
:hug::hug::hug:ssssssssss :)

That makes sense dear sweetheart ! :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

I will try hard !!!!

NO you do not have to suffer. God is a God of love. You sins were covered by the blood at calvary they have been forgiven past, current and future.
Please look up the following scripture my Bible is the King James Version.
Philippians 4: 5-7 I like verse 7 and I ask God daily for his peace that passes all understanding.
Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
God wants us to bring him our burndens and he will give us strength. I ask God daily for the strength,wisdom and undertanding to face the days challenges.
First Corinthians 10:13 God will not give us more than we can handle and he will give us what we need to get through our trials.

The trials we face will make us strong. God's plan for his children is divine.
I like the saying I read on here somewhere "God doesn't call the qualified he qualifies the called. We are a work in progress he is the potter and we are the clay and he is molding his masterpiece.

Spend some time with God in prayer. Ask for his hands to be upon you and guide you ask for his peace that passes all understanding to cover you.
Take care
Sherrie:hug

Sherrie :hug: :hug: :hug:

Thank you so much for your beautiful post. I really appreciate it. I will read what you told me and will pray... Thank you ! :hug: