Hope you heal now, so sorry to hear you had to go in and get fixed up with this. You have been through quite a bit. Get well soon. ginnie

Luckily I was still inhospital with this infecmtion. Trying now to arranged my other operation for may. Thinking hard about Irving TOOTLE up as my I am not in receipt of esa we are short of money. First thing to do is get a new phone I haate this HTC

Oh dearest Saffy. All I can say is you are one heck of a trooper. Will keep praying that all will go well from here on. I will ASAP for you. (Always Say A Prayer)

(Gerry)

Healing prayers coming your way. Feeling sad for your, well, all of the stuff gone awry. Tootle has been fun to you.... I remember your getting that little funmobile....

Heal, heal, heal, heal, and may all else be sorted out for you in the meantime,
Prayin,
Mark56

Am due out of hospital today. I was suicidal.yesterday and they.wanted.to keep me in. How to explain that I didn't realise what i had.lost till it had gone and I miss the stim so much.

Full steam.head.On Monday to get the hysterectomy and ovary biopsy then I will give deep thought about TOOTLE.

Am going to try and make a go at selling my cards. Taking local photos and water colouring borders. The thought is willing ...

Still.depressed but getting there. X love you all.

Dear, dear Karen,
Be extra careful about suicidal ideation, as I have been there before, and you know it. Such is a VERY DARK place in DEFINITE need of care. Get the care, in addition to the other stuff. It will save your life, your sanity, and you may then focus on blessings [sound familiar?] as a means to realize THE LIFE WORTH LIVING WHILE YOU BLESS OTHERS AS YOU DO HERE!!!!

Praying for you dear dear Karen!
Mark56

P.S. Besides, I really need you and Sophie to ultimately plan a trip out here to teh west US to camp. We can have a mini convention of THOSE WHO CARE, maybe for real get Rae, Pooh, Fiona, Kelly, Jackiey, Ginnie, Eva, Nanc, SandyKay, Gerry, Sinead, Jenna, well...... Everybody together to enjoy some grub, some gabbing, some fun!!!

I know about those deep places that hurt. Please know that we care about you. Your life has meaning and value. Please get help for your mental state. I have to do the same thing, I face some tough mountains too in the near future. I try hard to pray and stay focused. If I need help, I go for it. Please come back here anytime to talk. NT and all of us are here for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I care about you. ginnie

Karen,
You've got an incredible inner-strength that rises up when things get too overwhelming. I hope you see yourself the way we do.
Reaching out for help is one of the strongest things to do when you are feeling 'weak' by yourself. That's how we all pull together here. Don't let go of who you are.

You're going thru a tremendous journey right now, so just take things one at a time. It can trigger overwhelming feelings when we look at the broad spectrum. Once this surgery is over, you'll need to allow yourself plenty of downtime to recoup and hopefully you'll have plenty of meds to counteract the pain. Hopefully the Lord will lead you to a new SCS, if not then something that will surely work for you.

One thing at a time.....

Rae

Well Karen, forgive me please for writing a message entitled Linking and then proceed to write nary a WORD about linking........

Anyway, our family has a business which is visible, very visible on the internet, and we are open to 50 nations around the world, even your own, so if you were to want to sell cards of your artistic flair and have the thought of presenting them online, we might be able through linking the companies' sites together to boost your exposure. That is what I meant about linking.

So as I take a bow for my ineptitude, please, everyone join in a rousing DUH, Mark!!! : o)

Prayin for you all of the way,
Mark56z

Had to respond and say thank you. I read the post and tried to tag it then deleted it by mistake. I sure didn't want you to think that I didn't hear your message, I surely did. went to the deleted stuff and couldn't find the post. so I thought I would just do a thank you back this way, and let you know I appreciate all your help. We are indeed children of God. I am off my butt his morning and moving in a better direction. Trying hard to get the help I need to move forward. Have PCP appt. and looking on the internet for help. The angels are right here with us. ginnie