Gnash gnash ... eeee eck, I thought I'd have heard something by now? The Team Meeting was on the 14th ... am I being too impatient?

I've got to go and "sign on" at the Job Centre today, because despite all my issues I am in the "back to work" group which means I get a higher benefit .. Let's face it though, who's going to take me on at the minute? And who's going to take me on knowing I will have to have a couple of month's off next year. Well I hope it's next year and not the year after)

I'm partly incontinent because all the meds that clog you up have to be "moved" some way .. and embarrasingly, even when I go for a wee a bit of the the other comes out. And as for passing wind ... I daren't !! I have to sit and clench my buttocks till the feeling gets away or I can get to the toilet!

I'm stumbling all day like a drunk because all the meds I am on have sedative effects and my vision is impaired because of the side effects of one of my meds ...

It would be some brave employer who would take me on !