dear friends

christine on her way back to recovery facility
back with the baby
christine is getting it

it feels good to speak with someone
in my case her mom who gets her

she has learned an awful lot

i am grateful for your teachings Lord
Thank you for your blessings
i only understand them as i allow myself
to let go let go LET GO
it becomes easier
truely let go
your will be done

dear friends

weather is really cold
i'm getting nervous
christine is back with eva
she must follow-up with the doctors
but she and baby are back together

blessing for the day

it is a blessing when you understand
what the lesson is

you sometimes miss it
it (blessings)
selfless acts
with no expectations other
than what will be the outcome

blessing to the new mothers and fathers
in the world

blessings to all those reborn
into the light of the Lord

blessings to the lost
may you find your way home

Lord Jesus give us this day
our daily bread

forgive me of my sins
january 9th a new chapter
i want to hold eva next
allow me the strength
suck on her 10 little piggies
make momma better
so christine can do her job

blessed am i that you fill
my life with love and hope
and put others in when i need
a little extra something

happy new year to all

have a blessed day

Amen

dear friends

hope everyone well

blessings for the day

blessed am i another day

blessed am i the ability
to stay true to myself

blessed am i the acceptance of
having breast cancer that has
taught me so much already

blessed am i looking forward to having
baby eva in my life along with my children
who love me

blessed am i looking forward to my
oliver to love me as much if not more
than i love him

blessed am i God is working in my life
for i am his worker

blessed am i to have found a new family
in the blog world
thank you for caring

blessed are we all for
Jesus Christ is our Savior

be kind just be kind

have a blessed day

There are blessings beyond our recognition.

The very fact of being able to take another breath.

I saw a bumper sticker today, a derogatory about tree huggers, but what would we breathe without the trees to purify our breatheable air?

HMMMMMMM............

Blessed to have thought about the trees granted us for the sake of having air to breathe, homes in which to live, heat for the hearth, beauty in the furniture upon which we sit, eat, and sleep, then kneel in worship to He who has granted all.

Gotta tell you, I feel blessed to have trees!

Even a hugger or two,

Especially those who populate this place for we virtually hug people all of the way around the world!!

Lord Jesus, be at the side of Eva and her docs as January 9 draws nigh,

Please allow her overwhelming peace about the health which will be prolonged, bringing her many more years of joy hugging her little ones..... and petting the dog. Yeah.

Hold the thousands who visti these pages in a massive group hug enabling all to know You are God and You supremely care, for it is so.

Thank you for bumper stickers which seen with different eyes, allow us to think of the reality of your blessings upon each of us.

May we each seek out a bumper sticker, whether we have a bumper or not, and hold it carefully, for it reads "Blessed."

Yup,
Mark56

dear friends

my blessings for the day

i isn't just any day
it is a new day
blessed another day

i will try my best
and have a smile on my face

my blood will be drawn
for the new life ahead

i won't deny how sad i am
blessed yet for another day

i go alone with my head held high
at 50 it should still be easy
it hurts i want to cry

i am blessed Lord your at my side
wish it no other way but what
you have in plan

help me move with grace and speed
something i was used to
and don't want afar keep me humble

you bless us all
with hope strength and love
allow me the courage to
make it all the way

my little eva
how i wonder what
life will hold for you
one i am sure God is with you
while i watch in wonder
how blessed mamma is
to help you through your day

the day is closer
my mind i try and keep
focused

i am not frightened
for it must be done
it's the pain i live
with 2 surgeries that failed

i love your prayers
you left for us
hold my hand
let me feel it
as thy will be done

i love and want it known
it is by wonders of the
things that are taken for granted
i too am guilty of
but when you get it
as mark so beautifully said
it is beyond what we see
to be the answer

i am responsible
in many ways
i thank you Lord
for another blessed day

may you all be blessed in your day
and experience your bliss
remember
this is a wonderful place
where you can rest
and are loved

dear friends

blessings for the day

blessed another day
to help myself the cause
put before me
it is a job i accept
my heart still aches
but i understand
the pain i experience
is to strengthen me
it is nothing when i am
reminded what was a gift
as you suffered the pain inflicted
your way
all for us
thank you
may i do the job you have
for me and give thanks
you trust me with your work
never let me forget
the power of your love
i still find myself crying
alone for only you to hear
what is meant to be
only you know
as i wake up and say
thank you in advance
for the day has just begun
my lessons are ready
for me to take on
i only hope the job i do
is with love hope and strength
something we achieve
with guidance from above
it is all around us
for we are it
to share with others
the gifts we take
given unconditionally
so wrapped in our everyday chores
take a moment in your day
and remember we are responsible
for i certainly am not in control
other than my belief
thy will be done
my physical pains
are beyond words at most times
i have a doctor who hasn't
had the concerns to make
a call and follow-up on his patient
the work of a man who maimed me
a will not take responsibility
who has lied in writing
of my well being
i still need a cat-scan
as per last i have not fused yet
i will be going to a different doctor
neurosurgeon not so easy when
you experience what i went through
a careless person
not worthy of his practice
oath is not something he practices
i will hold him accountable anyway i can
i have held on to the payment
the insurance company sent my way
why i don't know
put it safely away
awaiting his call for payment
need a lawyer that can direct me
on principle i won't give it over
he has made me worse than before
i wish he would take me to court
because he has explaining to do
i have kept a good file on my case
i am not able to work
and he seemed to think i could
until he sent me for a painful EMG
other doctors were stunned when i
had a chance to get my experience
out
he has no business playing doctor
let alone with my body
it is something i put on the
back burner along with many other
things that need tending to
till then
one situation at a time
and do only what i can
thank you Jesus
who makes things happen
blessed am i with a family
who loves me
thank you for my blog family
thank you
thank you
thank you
be true yourself
you are never alone
have a blessed day

Unfortunately Eva, there are doctors who have no morals, nor do they uphold their vows. I am sorry one of these did the surgery on your back and made you worse. You should report this and never pay him. He brough misery, instead of relief. I have had a few of these kinds of doctors in my life too, just recently a dentist, who did work that was unnecessary, as I will loose the tooth no matter what. I am going to write to the dental association and report it. He knew I was poor, and on medicare/medicaid, yet he did this anyway. We must not let poor practices continue without our effort to stop it. Maybe when you are well again, after your healing, you can write a letter to report him.
I am also sorry you will have to address your cervial issues with a new neruo. I wish you lived by me, to go to my doctor. I found one that is not only good, he has compassion. I really hope you are able to find that doctor who can help your back and neck. You know I am behind you Eva, and so are all of us. I hope this day, God gives you extra grace to be uplifted this weekend. We are Gods children, and he is watching over you. ginnie

my dear friends

my sorrow is so deep
i don't understand why
i don't cry the poor me feeling
i have no regrets
they certainly do not define me
they served their purpose
they were appreciated
it's not the flesh
it is the disease
it is something i can not put
together
i have assurance from God
everything is just as it is
don't question it
is that not the meaning of faith
accepting the unexplained with confidences
and belief
everything is exactly how it should be

blessings for the day

blessed am i to have been able
to share a sunset with my son

blessed am i another day

blessed am i a better understanding
why i can say

gratitude

grateful

it is just how it is

there is after all

One opinion that matters

my God

blessed that i can spread the word
listen to ones body
get your annual check-up

blessed i found my cancer
doing what i was taught

this site is a place i promised
myself i will
come everyday
it reminds me
never forget
find something
you are GRATEFUL for

GRATITUDE AND HUMBLING
IS THE WAY THAT PULLS YOU
OUT OF YOUR CRAP and into Gods hands

blessed i am sober
20+ years

grateful to meet you all

have a blessed day

Amen

EVA...

Soon you will be "free"

"free" of the cancer that

does not define you; but

has given us all the gift of

your sharing with us on this

You have shown us what real

courage and "love of God" is

Our thanks to God for you is to

give you all our love and prayers

on the day you are rid of the cancer

You will start a new page

A page you will share with us

God is Good

Thank you God for Eva

Amen

Ger















Ger

Just Beautiful, This is truly the place for sharing of blessings, and one IS the clarity of sharing which occurs here among all.

The 9th is Monday, and a day of repair and restoration commences for Eva as canser, and we hope and pray the whole of it is taken from your body Eva. Then that new page opens for your life, and we pray that you see beyond what cancer has done to what cancer has opened in the beauty and grace in your giving all of this and the outcome over to God.

Much can be realized by way of blessing once you are on that next page to help others even as you have already begun on thses special pages already.

I feel blessed to know I AM and to know all of you who contribute here, for it is special and beautiful.

Blessings,
Mark56