Our Samson babe is still in Mom
He makes us all wait oh so long
Since labor started last Monday
One thinks it should be any day

We wait and walk and walk and wait
But God and baby know best when day
Will be the time for baby new
To enter world alive with dew

So here we are and here will be
until the time has come for he
who stirs within and shows his b u t t
when labor renews THEN lots of fun.

a waiting and waiting Granpa to be-
Oh Samson, where are you?
Mark56 and
Blessed

how did i miss this

ditto

be carried by the hand
of God

all who know me
meet
MsEva EMS
maybe one day
you might want to
tell the story
how we are an example
"nothing by chance"
down too the name "Ranata"

someone who cares

dear mark
thank you for letting
us experience the joy
and anticipation of
yet another blessing
for it takes me out of
myself
bound in this apartment
thank you God
thank you Jesus
i cannot wait for the
town pool opens
it's about 20 NYC blocks
3-5 minutes from my home (car)
my daughter and i are members
and it was a pretty penny for me
and my child
my new town
raping the residence
and for non resident
raping the poor
no matter how you look
at it with
do i dare say it
GAS PRICES
war not only in the
name of religion
GOD i trust you
end to this life is
inevitable
no escaping it
in fact some waiting
for it to happen
for they do not see
light comfort manageable pain
or even an end to this vicious
cycle and of pain and meds
you keep me alive for a reason Lord
for the pain keeps getting worse
thank you Jesus
thank you Jesus
thank you Jesus
thy will be done
allow me the chance
to trust another
who may even teach
me it is not over
that i may still
experience trust
and love from
another
until i leave this earth
till then it is what it is
grateful for my children
and grandmother
and mommy to
Oliver

many things happen in a day
don't forget we are Loved
for he died on the cross
Amen!

dear friends

i have my blessing for the day

to all on this holy day
i shall make a Sunday
morning meeting
get my fill of medicine
dear Lord how do i stop
these negative thoughts
i ask in the name of God
knowing what is in my heart
any and all my thoughts
i am a child of yours as
all are
so much evil lurks
like a slithering snake
for evil does exist
the deceiver very close
always lurking around
a number he rings here
lately
i dare not say the words
again
i want to live
i am miserable with
this constant pain
something is not
right my pain
is traveling down
my spine soon
it will meet up with
my lower half that
is also screwed up
my pains will connect
at some point
my spacers are
not as they should be
that i will post elsewhere
will talk with doctor
tomorrow
but for today
you want me Lord
show me the way
i have changed my
daughter doesn't like
it no one will
my pain and depression
consumes me therefor
the meeting
i so easy
can pick up take myself
out my father did
my pain is the deceiver
for it is the snake within
me that destroys my
will to live
oh no
no suicide
just let my body
be in peace
i pray in Jesus name
i need to find my way
back
dear God
i don't want
or have to push
myself for now
my OCD isn't as
strong
there is a pile of
clean cloths to be
folded ever so neat until
my girl makes a mess
of them looking for
clean clothes
thank you Lord
my arms can't
handle it
so it is still in
a neat pile
i'll get to
it someday
maybe today
everything to get
me ready for going
out will be a challenge
and i will be taking
myself i used to drive
others
not to far
i will take one lane
one way
i will be careful
i will come back soon
thy will be done
i am blessed another day
unable to see
Oliver or baby Eva


dear mark

waiting

hope everyone joy
give strength to ALL


have a blessed day to all

Still praying for Mama and baby. I thought Rrea printed post that she delivered. So today, I will pray even harder that she is delivered. she has been through too much already. Now I am worried, as this stall has gone on too long. I know you must be anxious too. I have been watching for posts, to see when Grandson is born. You are all in my prayers right now! ginnie

Blessed Lady, we who here are ever Blessed by your presence adore your coming to share, for it is GOOD. I am thrilled you could make it to Sunday meeting to receive a filling of the spirit, for that, too, is blessed.

Go to the pool. Enjoy the peace of the water, and while you are there bouyant and held in God's hand pray out loud to God giving all to the Holy Spirit and Jesus who care ever so much for you, as with the Father. I found in the seven years of famine through which Cleo and I lived, it was the Giving Up in itself to God which was the release. I have given all over to God. My work, my life, my soul, my laughter, my thoughts. Now the writing is His writing, the work is His work, the wife I cherish is His good gift to bless me, the home is His good gift to bless our family and in all things we acknowledge God for He will illuminate and make our paths straight! Once God is everything in your life, once you stop appealing to God to take over your life, for it has already occurred [just look how God bursts from your words, inspired by Him] You are fulfilled in Him and your heart changes.

You are God enabled. You are sweet spirit in this place. You are Eva who is through God wonderfully successful in providing care. You are God's vessel filled with spirit to overflowing everyday, and the overflow spills upon us. Realize all of the bad from history has been given up to God. Enjoy that He has brought you to grassy shores beside still waters and restored your soul, leading you in all of the paths of righteousness. God is good and faithful to bring you here among us rejoicing in the spirit every single day.

I feel so blessed,
Amen,
Praying,
Mark56zzzzzz

Eva.........Mark said all so well. i can only add that, a day that is not going too well for me. was so much inspired by knowing you are going to get yourself to a meeting. How happy all will be to see you again.
Thank you Jesus

Baby Samson.....it's time for waiting to be over...need to show mom, grandma and grandpa your beautiful face.
Thank you Jesus

(Gerry)

dear gerry

i made that meeting
it is the first meeting
i went to upon entering
nothing by chance
a visitor speaker biker
happen to mention
having his back broken
did not elaborate on that
again nothing by chance
i feel beaten up also

enough on me

how are you holding up
i am still learning
you may contact me
private
is your spiritually
threatened
hold it close
don't let it go
as mine
i pray this to shall pass
your friend

Eva,
Sometimes spirts are down; but not spiruality. When things get extra difficult, I do stand before the Image and pray....Jesus I Trust in You. Eva, I feel You are much stronger in your faith and spiruality than you realize. And do much in "passing on" to others.

ASAP for you,
Gerry

Just remembered, when having my second baby, went into "false" labor three weeks before she was born. Just wondering....was this "false - early" labor as well? Possibility???

Still praying Samson makes his first appearance soon.

Gerry