It is real they are gone



might i be the evil being



take this hurt away

No Eva, you are not the evil one. My daughter did the same, and took my grandchild from me because I would and could not hand over more money from a trust. Greed got to my son-in law. I do understand your pain. I think God is the only thing, that can turn our situations around. I didn't deserve the treatment I got, any more than you did. We can only control our own selves, unfortunately, not our grown children. I still grieve Eva for a lost relationship. I know you hurt too the same way. You will be in my prayers, and I know you pray for me. Pray that Change can happen and mend what is broken. ginnie

dear God
and friends

HAPPY NEW YEAR

i wish the world balance

i cannot believe the country was so
in a up roar over the EASY BAKE OVEN
a toy what the f... is wrong with purple
or pink for that matter give it up people
research get with the program we are being
bypassed

BLESSINGS

help me get over the anger

help me be compassionate
and it prevail

it is through pain we learn

i am barely hanging on
i trusted christine
all my fault
then no progress
no honest change
just a broken heart
that is something
i would rather not
feel as i do
it is exactly how it
is
now words with my oldest
and the more come out
apologizes enough
i cannot take away their hurt
but my attempt over the years
while my child is intelligent
there was a cold swift tongue
about my having to do it as part of recovery
blessings where is the truth of the matter
so i said what i had to say
added i chose understood and
am done it seems the time has
come they have only me to blame
the way their life turned out
okay i get it
it is funny only when s... hits
the fan i am sought out

my dear God help them
it is to screwed up
so screwed up
the accusations
untrue among
but i am in for no ride
i get off the train here
God watch over all
take care of the baby
corissa and i will have to
work things out

blessings
each have something happening
in their lives however the wish
is to be calm

as family means everything to me

GOD BLESS US ALL

SOMEONE WHO CARES

REading of such hurt, it is hard to fathom the What and the Why. Praying this be a time of blessings restored, recognized, revitalized while we each feel the touch of faith which calls us on to better life and light.

Safe haven find us all, and pain be managed in a better way,
Mark56

dear God
dear friends

most importantly
thank you God
mother and baby are together
they are put up in a hotel
not a place i am sure suitable
however the important they are
together
all i can do is talk to my pal
God

to a very special person who
has knowledge that has
undoubtedly been the most helpful
at a time of utter turmoil
and confusion the advise
taken and will practice
forgiveness will set me free

dear God
had a procedure
that clears me of colon
cancer confirmation of
left side diverticulitis
relieved is just the tip
of gratitude i have

blessed i am
bless my family
please watch over
them precious angels
as i call upon the
powerful touch of God
the almighty

humble i am

blessings to all

someone who cares

dear God
dear friends

a broken heart
is mine for sure
her face i see
so pure with glee
to hold her
the arms reach
out for me to hear
mimma hears all
but her i seek
she looks at me
for that approval
and comes to me
for her arms can't reach
but mimma does
hold out her arms
and my angel
my angel what is
it you have
the arms that hug me
the face that smiles
the love she has
it's her face i miss the
most as her eye connect
to mine not a word to be said
it is agreed it you i love
it is agreed it's unconditional
so i wonder after all the ugliness
she has heard broke the code of
silence we both have come to share
her tell me all and they aren't
here to see at all
squeeze my heart it cries
to much
poison daggers
come my way
please stop
the cycle of pain
as all i want is for
them to be free of the same
pain i share with them
as hard as i thought she truly let go
it was my meds that
kept calling
as deceiver lurks down low
deep inside i fell her pain
the little is my worry as she
may not be the same
to much see seen on that
sunday eve a day of ugliness
as words flew from my mouth
protecting corissa is my pain
to much said too much ahead
God grant us togetherness as
a family in pain
i miss you Eva
my daughter will do
whatever necessary to
make life happen
watch over her
no physical pain
is as powerful as
the mental anguish

my life as a cripple
is what it will be
get over it eva
it is what it is

someone who cares

Im sorry for all that is happening in your life Eva....the pain you are going through both physically and mentally is astounding.........but you are a strong woman I know you are!

You have faith and belief and I know that GOD will look after you and that one day all will be well again between you and your family....you will hold them close again...Im sure you will.....

I will pray for you as always and Please God peace will come to you


Stay safe Eva

Jackie

dear Jackie

your care and concern well received
as a mamma yourself the importance
of family supersedes all
but God Almighty
i really hope all is well with
you and family i am sure loving
your babies are indescribable
hoping it is not anything you
will ever have to go through
how amazing the pouring out
of concern from one human to another

blessed to know you
as you are here next to me
as you are a strong woman
yourself the times you feel
weak lean on me and take
me out of myself as i do
care

that someone who cares

p.s. to make your day Christine called and asked
if i would like to see Eva and have her overnight yes yes yes
they are put up in a facility that will make the wheels move faster for them to have a place of their own the system here
is so screwed up i am sure some stories of how lax the
workers are to help

Bless you heart
and hug your beautiful
babies just for me
and maybe sing to them
the sunshine song

talk to you again
love me

Eva......God is working to make all things possible. Love and forgivness will rule.


Heavenly Father;

for the sake of Your
Son's Sorrowful Passion

Have Mercy on us and
on the whole world.

Jesus I Trust In You


Gerry

AMEN
AMEN
i trust in you Jesus
no one can deny
AMEN!