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You give and give and much more to all
and your life is a testament to redemption from fall depression, the darkness, comes hither and steals the life spark of we who in depth are revealed such sadness and trauma should not be within but only when Lord comes releasing a grin so wholesome the visage of babe and Sir Ol one wonders how life could ever be less than ALL the sum of our feelings from hurt to great JOY this life is so lesson filled, Lord where are we going? May we live in fullness, appreciating all the hard and the not so tough, especially gall that hardest of difficult, the thing beyond ken will strengthen resolve so be readied for when the break in the hard one comes simple and right as with God and our faith we may step into light. ![]() |
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in the words of a wise beautiful humble daring courageous loving human being
dear God blessed i am thank you and thank you my beautiful friend someone that cares
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dear God
dear friends scared i am thank you for another day somethings not right my right back arm ear whole head is feeling something i haven't ever before my right thumb a hurting sensation on a electrical shocking level and it settled in the right of my neck oh Lord it it feels so awesome to have my dog and Eva here at the same time i can hear her in her high chair and Olie laying right up against me i would love this feeling bottled up as that warm flannel shirt Lord the animals created to serve us love and love in return i look in his eyes just as i remember funny its been 33 years since my father killed himself left a note miss him is that normal after all he has done will he be there when i go home has he met our maker it would be lovely to know he is under the arms of that old comfortable flannel shirt just a piece of it but i miss him there is so much we need to catch up on dear Lord is he at peace he to suffered i remember not just an amputee but such a depressed human being in the end from a lively vibrant young handsome young man he was 29 when i was born my goodness all that time passed oh how i don't miss the beatings from him yet i miss him is that normal something to talk with my shrink my daughter Saraeve as i write should be registered she is in Minneapolis MN they drove through 7 states to do her bliss in life she is at a venue there an event called "Women of the World" Poetry Slam how mush more can i ask for my child following her bliss how many get it a young woman 23 years old bam epileptic and suffer from them regularly on a s**t loads of meds removed part of her occipitial lobe (spelling) 19 days with 20 or more leads coming out of the top of her skull only the price for that was and is permanent loss of eye sight and in the end has a VNS implant to stop them as they start and meds not the best still with her doctors she is my eldest child will not be a mom as her eggs have been on very dangerous drugs a mourning she goes through every time she sees a family a baby it was so hard for her when her sister was pregnant with Eva and look at her now i couldn't be any happier or as proud as i am she made it she is living what she love and she is great at it her mark will be left for all to read forever in time i give myself the chills just thinking about her preforming i told her look for me in the crowd i love you Saraeve i am a proud mommy eva is a pip we share a very very special relationship i pray it last a long time i have the opportunity to have her in my life she loves to learn and is interested in me reading to her i have two more books to read her looking forward to SPRING Amen! Amen! Amen! wishing all a blessed beautiful sunny even in clouds the sun still shines bring life back into me i want to live i need to live i hope to love i pray for miracles as they do happen i trust you JESUS i love you JESUS i trust you JESUS all thy will be done forever and ever AMEN! forgive me of my sins dear God AMEN! FOR MY CYBER FAMILY HAVE BEEN INSTRUMENTAL IN MY MAINTAINING A SENSE TRUE SELF AND IT IS UNDERSTOOD SOMEONE THAT CARES
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"Thanks for this!" says: | ger715 (03-08-2013), ginnie (03-07-2013), Hannabananna (03-08-2013), Mark56 (03-07-2013), Njbackpain (03-07-2013) |
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dear GOD
dear friends i have done so much homework on hematomas and since 2nd surgery my thumbs have been the thing that bugs me the most as i read and read all my aliments i suffer after 2nd surgery in fact where i never expected i am reading about me with things such as Horners Syndrome and the thumbs and the hardware and the headaches and my voiding urine all since second surgery i know what i feel i know this is why he hasn't contacted me since i found the lump in my breast and guess what else is in correlation in my reading that my breast cancer an additional red flag it has something to do with cervical neck problems i was just beside myself in horror it was there in black and white oh the man is billing me for the 2nd surgery but that's it all is gone but i'm still here so want to act on the information i again found professionalism my ***** I HAVE HAD ENOUGH EXPERIENCE and i know what i suffer before before and now after 2nd before oh do i know myself when i feel it in my gut i know it is the truth digging at me what doctor wouldn't tell there was compromised hardware the first time and then the hematoma the 2nd time there is the one lawyer who helped get my job back in this case my letter to the mayor he was impressed with didn't change a word and took my case won and got my municipal job back can anyone guess how if you guessed by the truth facts smart enough to make copies of everything ALL ON TRUTH PLEASE CAN I HEAR AN AMEN! AMEN! SWEET JESUS MY MIND ONLY YOU KNOW DEAR GOD YOU GAVE ME THE STRENGTH TO DO WHAT I HAD TO and you know upon my return it made a HUGE change gave hope for others not to be afraid as i had no problem throwing the PRESIDENT OF THE "ASSOCIATION" USING THE TITLE "UNION" well lets just say i read my contract and made copies of EVERYTHING and going up against management was of course the Mayor who clearly knows my character and that mattered to me most off subject to many pieces apply in my case and i believe because he never even blinked when telling him i was violated oh just to look in his green eyes only he can't stay fixed dear God this is how i feel you gave me that special gift that gut instinct you blessed me in many ways one of them smelling a rat and still wowing the nurses as they kiss his buttocks just watched "Forrest Gump" one of my favorites anyhow they feared him i knew him big difference when my Saraeve hear from his mouth calling me a pain in the ***** was just taking it to another level so PETERSON you took my life from me as i will get to one day forgive your incompetent care as if i were draining properly in the hospital add not much was draining in that container it gets collected in it wasn't inserted properly and had to be released he came in after calling me an ***** and pulled out a syringe needle and started expelling the liquid clearish like spinal fluid pressure pushed up to my neck now as they can be common in other type of surgery those are hematomas that were internal didn't blow up externally mine pushed on my site and hardware as the cage was put in 2nd time around well i am in a pickle i am responsible no he did not mean for it to happen the difference is he didn't do anything about it period surgery number one never told me i was right about hardware documented why lie to me you hurt me terribly you affected my family you left me behind you never wrote or reached out other than bill me i will call upon BEN (lawyer) one last time i have so much more hard proof of back including pictures AMEN! FOUND BY ACCIDENT AFTER LAWYER DECLINED I BELIEVE IT IS TWO YEARS LIMITATION LAST SURGERY 4-15-11 ANY HELPFUL FEED BACK OPINIONS WOULD BE WELCOMED dear Lord show me the way Olie going home tomorrow bittersweet one more night help me out of this funk dear Lord hear our prayers thy will be done to my special cyber family help me see what i don't thank you someone who cares p.s. OLIVER HAS A THING FOR LICKING BELLY BUTTONS I LET HIM LICK MINE FOR THE FIRST TIME OH MY GOODNESS HOW IT TICKLES THAT'S IT MOMMY GAVE IN ITS SO GROSS TO WATCH HIM HE JUST LOVES IT MY NUTTY DOG
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someone who cares eva Last edited by eva5667faliure; 03-10-2013 at 11:28 PM. Reason: HAD TO TALK ABOUT OLIVER MY BEST FRIEND |
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Just had to mention that my two dogs also like licking belly buttons. At first made me wonder if my hygiene habits were lacking! But, decided they were just intrigued by it for some reason...you're right, it does tickle
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"Thanks for this!" says: | eva5667faliure (03-10-2013), Mark56 (03-12-2013) |
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hi my friend
he goes home to mommy #2 Saraeve as i write the are in PA not much longer it was the best thing for me i would love a tea cup size i wouldn't get lip with something that tiny we'll see Saraeve needs him for the seizures and he has been her savior so many times starting to tear up to all a blessed day someone who cares and loves her baby boy Oliver got him at 8 weeks silky tirrier with the fox snout here i go again i'm such a big baby
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Here is a day for assurance blessings abundant and overflowing may be unto all who come by, and even those who do not.....
A warm comfy flannel shirt hug from the Lord to all that each may know LOVE is lavished upon YOU for He is life and love and deliverance from anguish, pain, depression, and so much this, my prayer for all. ![]() ![]() |
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Fear Not
Mark56 20130310 Fear Not MRidder 20130310 Oh Lord, You draw me through the FEAR the captive breath held tight, so dear You show me life of utter joy that fear is loss, frustration’s ploy in You, in Love, all fear is lost fire purifies, all fears just dross the warehouse full of fearful chaff which flame of faith consumes in draft of consuming flicker, licked all clean then fears all gone, heart for God now see as Father, God, You leap in Love and reach for me from HERE and ABOVE. Praying fear be banished from our lives. ![]() ![]() |
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Amen! Amen! LORD HEAR OUR PRAYERS
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These are the first small dogs we've had. We've had beagles, cocker spaniels, shetland sheepdogs. etc. They are Maltese, both weighting about 7 pounds each. As our dogs had passed on, we've been "downsizing" in dogs to a weight that I can carry and deal with. In the past my husband always had to take them to vet, bathe them etc. This breed is so happy and fun loving. I had thought about tea cup size but my vet warned me that they are bred to be so small that they have a lot of health problems. We have to be careful of our small dogs as they are easier to be hurt. They play rough with one another but I think they believe they are bigger than they are. Dogs sure do bring a lot of love and smiles into our lives ![]() |
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