Dear Father
Brother
Sweet Mother

thank you for this is an end of another year

and a line of doctors
ready to find out what was going on
my knees oh my word
the throbbing
my air way as my head is in
different angles
tilted backward in my tries to find
a position i can breath as i receive
less more of a struggle nose or mouth
this is something i never spoke of
just one of those things you just live
with
i find it strange he never addressed it
i did do my homework and knew vocals
may change
mine has but like i said
i would have to have my head tilted
just so for different
and when i yawn
it's like a dinosaur
quite a scary sound
it doesn't hurt
when i yawn it hurts then
along with the right ear
having that feeling of water
in it

did way too much
anger driven
paying for it already


may you all have a better year
than last
live life i used to say
i need to get that spirit back

love to the world
lord hear our prayers


:

Happy New Year To ALL
May the good healthy spirit
follow you through the New Year
Always know I understand there is
a road I must follow
I will try my hardest not to
show my despair as it hurts
I managed to see they are
fearful
My wish if I could have one this
year is have my health care insurance
to do the job necessary
As I continue to have my private health
insurance
With the new laws implemented
A man we call our President dear
Lord help him making the decisions
to be made I am angry for many
reason with many decision he made
I understand this is not the forum for
this
Oh so much tweaking that must happen
For example
How could one who already has private insurance
have it taken from them by their employers are voiding
them, as the employee was happy with it be allowed to
be taken and not have things they do not want shoved
down their throats
I myself am still allowed my insurance the best in N.J.
My Medicare hasn't picked up anything but one bill
and to all the people in this country who have had no insurance
may you have blessings as we all will be feeling the change
Bless all in politics who understand why we voted for them
starting with our municipal level as in reality this is where
it all begins and yet over and over as it moves up the totem pole
ladder if you will any injustice alone getting it to those who
make it law a late congressman Murtha had and airport
built in his home town bare always empty built it just
because
point
May those who are TRULEY for the people be blessed never
to loose their spine
I could just see myself work politics something I pay close
attention to
Blessings to the honest poor who just die
I believe yes land of opportunity for many many many more
who can't for whatever reason I am certainly not talking
of the lazy ones
I get to heated I probably would have an attack you don't
come back from
So I pray for this country
Hope we can remain honored and proud to be
in the
"UNITED" STATES OF AMERICA
HOME OF THE FREE AND THE "BRAVE"
To all who passed in never ending war
to be able to climb that ladder to
Prosperity and Morals to help the next
Person who has drive to make things
happen and pay it forward and remember
we are blessed with free will
Amen
God Bless America

Blessings to all tomorrow
every moment to have many
thinking of the power of a
family

Lord be with all
it be a end to that
monster

and your after care be with sweet
soft words and touch healing hands

Cleo your the best

AMEN

i am going to try and get a good
night sleep

i hope yours is peaceful

your are a blessing
many would agree
sweet dreams for you both

The day is here.
New Year dawned.
Things look up.
I feel blessed.
Thank you for ALL.

Thanks my friend....sometimes I can't find words.
HB

I awakened to take pain meds on schedule, then thought to come here and at the very least exclaim I FEEL BLESSED! This surgical foray seems to be producing good results!!

Thank you to all who have prayed, and to the Lord in whose comfy flannel shirt covered powerful arms I am held by the loving embrace of ABBA.

Now....... if I could just get the clicker to allow me to restore my Inspired Mood indicator....... but it will not move from Sick.

Anyway..... you know I no longer feel sick, and that is the best piece of the pie!

Love and hugs to the room,
Mark56

The big exhale....

BLESSINGS ABOUND




HB

monday doctor app
a horrible time right
now
need your love
to feel
not to fall
to grow even stronger
i must now take care of my mailbox
as my key stolen
it is what it is hell
take my hand keep me from falling
so many doctors to see
hold on don't let me slip


my mind numb

my heart gone

my spirit

will it follow

my body beaten
as my innards
bruised
nothing compared
to a heart shut down
that i be

Love for you...... For You, my friend.

Hang on sweetie, don't give up. call me if you want. I am here anytime to listen. I am sorry you are in so much pain. I look at my body as a stranger these days. My spirit and yours are only trapped for a short period of time on earth. I hope you get some relief somehow. Won't your doctor do more for you? xxxginnie