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01-12-2014, 06:44 PM | #901 | |||
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ginnie
my angel i will call your voice is upbeat i could use a good sound do you know what i mean i think you do love you me
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01-12-2014, 08:05 PM | #902 | ||
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I am upbeat for sure these days. Even with the stress. Will tell you whats up over the phone. Have something to look forward to. Pain or no, I am going!
I think about you dear woman, may pain pass this day. Always you are in my prayers....xginnie |
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01-14-2014, 12:28 PM | #903 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary thank you for another day the sermon what i needed the Love is real i am the one who has no clue what i am talking about what is going on what is your message my Father help me accept the things i cannot change i am in control only for myself that was a very long time ago Jesus i trust you show me the way in the name of our Father Amen
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01-16-2014, 10:11 PM | #904 | |||
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Mother Mary thank you for today a difficult day as a male friend helped me go to the hospital took forever even taking care of everything the night before Corissa was not home at the time i got home my friend picked her up from the library this is new hang out it would have been okay another day she was told to come home as i was going to need her help my blood work taken because someone did not ask me questions such as do you suffer from high blood pressure the aorta to my stomach has been noted to have calcification my knees are so bad told my pain specialist gave me a steroid shot in left knee even though both are equal in pain but this will help me see if the injection is working got my refill scripts also told him my knees woke me up in tears @2:30 i have gotten so tired over the last couple of months took a 5 mg short term went back to sleep will have the MRI with/without contrast then my skin Dr. to check for skin cancer spending my time in the summer at the pool next week other Dr. appointments thank you brother thank you to my good friend who i knew as a customer when i waitress ed in my more than a decade of serving thousands and thousands in that time he is someone who still is in love with me and he is now married with 2 girls Father only you know my heart as i believe in Jesus name i love you amen!
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01-17-2014, 01:07 PM | #905 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Friends thank you for another Eva is doing well her happy face glows first thing in the morning i will miss when she has a room long term rehab/with child until then any who follow know the love i have blessed i am my grandchild takes me away she is taken care of plays my friend who drove us to the hospital was amazed at her vocabulary for a 2 1/2 year she really is gifted i see it i hope my interaction has as i know we Corissa and myself more me now as Corissa has a girlfriend i have yet to have her and dad to come to my home yes i do still act on old school requirements already spoke with her on what i learned is face time her mother cannot keep her hands from hurting her dad was working there now is a case open with child protection better known as DYFS (division youth and family services) this is our situation also as my daughter struggles with addiction she was still in hospital when she called she was having a stress test walking the treadmill wants to come over and see her child if released told her she may take tricycle in front there is now a cemented area where a pool used to be point i told her yes till then one day at a time with my heart in the lords hands as i hold on to one of them blessed are the sick the meek the old who have no one to care for or help this i pray for the weak the weak minded the loss of life and still live and loose their memory i think of that as i forget more and more med and stress induced not good for anyone lord hear our prayers all in all we got things done on my list to do physicians i must see thank you for your multitude of blessings in you i trust AMEN!
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01-18-2014, 10:43 AM | #906 | |||
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There is Blessing in not feeling nerve pain in my arm.
In this I feel RICH! It is quite a thing when pain has been so horrific....... then it is just gone, vanished. People who walk the face of this planet not suffering nerve pain are truly RICH indeed. Yes. Truly. Another Blessing is the knowledge Friends gather around to support, whether in person in the corporeal presence at home.... OR here in this Blessed place. Friends are another way in which I feel RICH. Case in point, during my convalescence this week, a friend from work brought lunch, yum, Bar-b-Q and we talked of things at work. This was a good time of sharing friendship. Indeed. I am Blessed, RICH in Blessings. Ahhhhhhhh............. You know what else, I was thus RICH even in the darkest of times deeply affected by that nerve pain. So, it is good to have this place to share. Hug for the room. |
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01-19-2014, 10:59 AM | #907 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Friends thank you for another day to know our Father is forever forgiving and how things go on in the day where we fall short get tempered hot because i am not happy about many things i must always remember his will be done we are forgiven time and time again to be spirit filled person to believe and trust it is planned now we must do the foot work i will try oh so hard not to be angered by my pain too not have pain when reaching up to shampoo my hair to all the once a week 1 or 2 hours to myself as it has gotten harder to even shave my legs jeez i am not me if i can't get the few things i need to do for myself maybe paint these toenails can't reach will have someone do it for me CORISSA right up her alley weak am i most of the time but sometimes between leaving the rest of the house up to my daughter and even that a beautiful view of the Southeast and Southwest i must do what must be done bathrooms kitchen living and dining room need upkeep i enjoy making my home look and feel awesome happy to hear when i get complemented i need to get a single coat back on the walls all the saw dust covered the entire apartment Christine and Eva moved with us as they were with me to tackle the veranda i thought some playful art work by the baby oh yeah sounds great with love remember what it was like oh how she blesses us
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01-23-2014, 09:56 AM | #908 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary thank you for another day lonely i am my family oh my family yesterday was a big time phone day managed to get much done while in bed re-cooping my throat is still very irritated but anyway i just got a phone call from my eldest Lord as Only You know what is in my heart i will Pray for my daughter i will Pray for my sister and the rest Father my sister in a good but very bad way she is kicking dope a drug that takes a physical hold on ones body she is reaching out to me as i pray the tools i was given in sobriety was more than i can be truly be grateful for my obsession is lifted after 23 years my sis is needing my help my daughter i was able to tell her the policy lapsed pointing the finger still on me all i had to say it wasn't for me and it was only good upon death to the last policy i have i will turn over to Corissa told her it was ultimately my fault if i never did it it wouldn't be a problem my whole life it is me who has always consoled whoever it be Father help me help them as i can only be available for them when i am doing well step by step sometimes inch by inch i know it i lived it in hindsight since being a little girl we were so lucky no truly the angels had to have been there to watch over us some of the crazy crazy things left to our own defenses where did that time go i didn't get a chance to play i wanted to play we did find time to do stupid daring things that make me cringe oh yeah the angels were with us today another doctor woman dr. yearly check-up is i believe in preventive health care my mammo went well as i wrote to all on a different thread "women health" got to view as we all know the spinal vertebrae should look like sandwiches stacked on top of each other l-4 nothing between the bread (disk) same with l-5 most painful and l-6 the same i could not make out a darn thing in the cervical region things seem all disheveled now i am all ready to be seen by a new chief orthosurgeon we will see what he has to say i remember my surgeon asking just like this remember i came to him chief complaint neck after tests and film "so which do you want to do first" i remember looking at him puzzled and finally said "i am here for my neck" you would think i would have re thought who i was dealing with enough about myself my daily prayer for all to experience a belly laugh in there day where all around you are chiming in the laugh my sister hasn't called yet the man she married moved out at her request as she is madly in love with him but understands he must go in replacement she has her ex-husband move back in with her my nephews father for him i am hopeful for to have dad back and yes she loves him also however her true love is her now addict husband i am aware of the craziness i never held back about the truth of my family and dynamics i must and will always be there wherever i am needed and i can Help not Enable i feel much better of the LEXEPRO AND DECIDED NOT TO TAKE ANY MEDS THAT I DO NOT WANT I NEED TO FEEL NOT ENTERTAIN THE DEVIL hoping to have a stress free day i have a ride to and from the doctors thanks to an old friend who i come to find he always loved me no not someone i would bring into my life now but a friend none the less thank you for allowing me to share
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01-24-2014, 09:15 AM | #909 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary thank you for another day father it has been a full week of doctors now DYFS will be coming today little Eva's guardian my mind is ready only wish my body could follow Monday is court with all that is going on sisters taking the bus to come home here and be present when they come will pray as always i am in constant dialogue with heavenly Father and Son Mother Mary keep this baby safe from any evil as it tries to slither it's way through us as i in the name of my brother Jesus Christ i rebuke any evil doing i believe my brother is our Savior his prayers make beautiful music to my heart may the judge be understanding of All the facts interesting it will be one thing i know for sure i will be sad once mom and baby are in re-hab i know in my mind i understand what must be done i shall miss my grandchild soooooooooooooooooooo much it started the tears already a go she is at that age 2 1/2 years old a beautiful time if not the best time with all my children i was still am a great mom and a greater grandmother it is true becoming a grandmother and guardian to Eva for her mother to have sobriety under her belt she too is not in a healthy way as a diabetic she must watch her diet and now her most recent hospital visit and not on her meds as the lack of insurance she is a candidate to be a stroke victim as the blood pressure given for the kidney that the diabetes attacks now her heart has become dependent on them so all prays to these situations i ask Lord hear our prayers Amen!
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01-24-2014, 10:43 PM | #910 | |||
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