Good lord meds kicked in,

Typos excuse them reread, support, and thanks and clearance lol

Night

T

Love to watch the typos (someone elses' :D) when the meds kick in. Now that is a problem AND a blessing. I hope you are still snoozing. I've been up and down all night.....per usual. That certainly beats no sleep at all. Have a good weekend. :hug:

I know lol. I was like my gosh, I should have written that BEFORE I took night meds. I joke, but that is because the alternative is cry and there has been enough of that lol. I say, October 3rd cant get here soon enough. Get it over with so I can have some semblance of normalcy in my life. It's been too long. I know with rsd and it already being in the incision it will get worse but, you know, you keep trying, because really, what else can you do? I just want to se my kids graduate. All I want is 8 more years.

I hope some people have input. I assume I will have a bigger scar, but I wonder what else will change.

TK

:hug:
:grouphug:

TK ,

you won't want to make it only 8
you'll want to see success love
blossom marriage and dance at you're
grandchildren wedding
i myself am bed ridden
my head is to heavy to keep up
and when i am up my head is most
comfortable looking at the ground
my child is an adult 28 taken to the
hospital with gallbladder attack
she developed crystals one of two
ways to get and it isn't drinking
her triglyceride through the roof
point i'm trying to get out
we are always needed
as she is in the hospital
i have the honor and have my
18 month granddaughter
my pain thru my body
4 years2 failed cervical neck
surgeries a hiccup in the road
was my breast cancer i found
my right one and had both
breast taken off
i was recommended a pain pump
and have been following everyone's
experience
i am a strong minded woman
and am done with surgeries
for now
again i understand your dark thought
i prayed that God just let me not wake
no drama and i am ashamed
who the hell could ever think
anything like that
my pain is talking when
it is out of control
i am at the door of the deceiver
always lurking cunning
my father committed suicide
we are all damaged by it
anytime you feel so bad call
upon me i care

someone who cares

I'd like to think you have more than eight years left in your tank. Life becomes one day at a time if you want to go the distance and not lose your mind. I would also like to think that there are going to be new, more effective, meds and treatments coming our way. Of course, if we are older and have been dealing with our glitches for a long time, we have to pray that Medicare/Medicaid will consider us worth the expense. :rolleyes: I can't begin to communicate how insulting it is to be denied treatment that has been personally beneficial because I am no longer a good investment.

Have a good day and try to find something that will help distract you from the pain. I have several movies and mini series that really distract me. On the other hand, I have a few that bore the socks off of me and put me to sleep. That's not all bad either. :D

Gotta "love" Tech Probs
 

I had this reply set up over a week ago and my virtual machine...anyway, not important. Here's what tried to write to you...



TK - really sorry to hear of all this...I can really understand your frustration. When I found out my 2 leads had 1 contact on each that was defective I was sure we would have to repeat the surgery ... I really do understand that emotional roller-coaster - at one point I was sure that's what I was looking at.

Keep us posted - WC can really complicate things a bit!