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sleep
Father
Brother Mother Mary Sweet Mother thank you for your son whoever people believe or not Warren Batty sis Sherle Mclane believes in her heart and believes in beings ions so advanced are our makers i will go this far in her assessment Jesus did walk this earth was crucified ascended into heaven to sit at the right hand of our father maybe this be her belief she has a belief of a Higher Power our ancestors lol the idea of your motherly Love must have shown off your face every suckle at your breast nurturing him showing her angelic face of unconditional LOVE the kind of love we all as children should have felt Joseph fathering showing him how to have fun as a little boy Sweet Mother Mary IN AWE the woman their input as wife mother to OUR blessed brother to be on your knees using rocks as wash board i have had many times would have been a time i would have liked to be around for i thank you for that Sleep i slept all night through woke at the time Corissa kissed me see you later mom recognized immediately that my knee left was not in pain cortisone shot took it like the good patient meylogram and the discogram two test i will never forget the pain as my head needed to be beheaded nothing compared to natural childbirth having four children take it from some one who knows i am a good patient Sleep how refreshing don't want to forget my thanks blessing i had help for the first time i recognize i do not have the strength as i did having my last child induced she was comfy in mommy went 42 weeks with Corissa after 15 years how my body iis failing me i had abundance of breast milk for all my babies Corissa would drink so quickly milk would come from her nose i had to sit up for about 3 minuets for many 30 months is not looked upon as a good thing i was so happy to talk to the mammo tech having her 1st child i hope i left her thinking i asked before just rambling on i do have manners at times i rambling on here for the most part it was a difficult job getting help was at an 8 most time fasting for blood work i was hurting i would not have been able to do what i thought i could here i will close and say thank you for birthing OUR brother who sit at the right hand of our Father Amen! blessed i am bless my children with common sense angels protect them AMEN! |
Oh what a fool I am
Money the root of all evil
My eldest TRULEY surprised me it was to have been a written agreement Now I was told this evening I can take them to court A I let Sara buy her computer with a 1,3500 balance and the 600.00 for her storage And now I can take them to court It's my own fault policy expired Too late All for what And they were not raised with what I have taught them silly thing is it will hurt Out of sight out of mind |
Eva,
So sorry you are having to deal with all of this. Sometimes, I think "plastic" is too often the root of all evil. Love & Prayers, Gerry |
Praying on this
Yup. I am.
Being taken advantage by anyone, let alone your own children is incredibly hard. I am concerned for you and the endurance through this hard time, Eva. May you have strength, the ability to pay it away AGAIN, and then Double Strength to remember in a "tough love way" that word NO should requests come again to GIVE money You Do Not Have. There is a limit, you know? And that limit is not the limit on your charge card. It is the limit by which you may be taken advantage. Be strong. Love and hugs, :hug: :grouphug: |
you just never know
because of her diabetes
her weight turns out the heart med that were given to her for the diabetes and not have the medicine to take her heart has gotten dependent on it she is feeling numbness thumb pointer and middle were the sign of heart conclusion she is a candidate to suffer a stroke if she does not take care of herself and how sorry she is she really understands as in the last 3 days she knew something was not right only if you really pay attention i am off of the med one of my doctors had me on Lexapro took me to very dark places i do need to get to a cardiologist and the induced stress test was the last cardiologist as per clearance i left the cardiologist due to staff he was the one to put me on blood pressure meds and anxiety med xanx then surgery hell i sure am an induced addict as my body troubles are happening quickly who do i trust myself i do need my pressure meds especially now but to be so in tune with my body i taught my children well may they not incur any more physically ill my eldest epileptic my boy bi-polar, just diagnosis atrial fibrillation my third child diabetic and now a candidate for a stroke my last child kidney surgery age 1 year old known since 3 1/2 months and lastly mom who is still rock of this family spare Eva my granddaughter let there be healthy choices and have healthy life meds can be helpful in one area and harming some other organ operative word here can but always heed to the warnings a lesson indeed |
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to date my fico score is surprisingly great 3 reports also good to excellent not that plastic is the way to go i mange to meet my obligation my policy i take loans on is the hardship as all given by the GUILTY competently my fault i will own up to that i will be responsible for my own emotional status having many who care and understand it is something i must not let happen anymore to have projects in my home that will take much of my time and TLC having a nice zen feel all who come feel good it is the best i can do for myself i enjoy decorating i know how to shop and save but to say NO i also understand NO has to mean NO i must follow through you input taken as Gerry is also having some similar situations and all others of keeping me lifted when needed most |
and their on the way
my daughter is misbehaving
not taking care of herself does not realize how she could not be here possibly if she keeps eating anything she wants i have to back off i have to back down i have to take care of me as i am the rock that all keep coming to build me up sweet Jesus make me strong as they check up on Eva and court on Monday to much it's just to much |
it isn't the innocent that's nuts
to many corrupted persons evil doers money money root of all evil idiots allowed to become doctors now we will see how insurance companies will behave with all the changes sadly i do NOT trust anyone to many screw up in my case and after care the most important part after any surgery is the most important part of getting better tending to our helpless needs having to go to the bathroom checking if everything is kosher like my hematoma something that would have been a visual to my after care nurses no one bothered to look at the back of my neck but i would hear as they checked the drain as it was empty nada nothing only when doc comes strolling in and sees clearly the lump of spinal fluid that collected on the site of incision drained me several times released me only for it to swell i was balling crying of excruciating PAIN MONSTER PAIN called told him i took pictures asked why did i do that had me come to the hospital er he drained and drain and drained and drained it was incredibly unbelievably stupid of him to think i am a idiot and here i am maimed from a doctor who took an oath and the aftercare nurses the same and i am here maimed may his hands not work to do this to anyone ANYMORE ANYMORE |
wow
just read what i wrote
in the end it should have read may the hands not work the wrong way as in my case my drain was put in by him it failed to do the job apologies that just did come out as i know none was intentional a tough rough night with my neck back and my right knee kept waking up this bloody knee things are working there way down and bottom of feet on upward i a frighten at the progression my finger tips to the elbow to look at my hands and feet it is so evident to the eye no blood flow circulation is not right they are a yellowish color under the nails all white as it should be pink still have a month to see new spine doc ready for him till then it is one moment at a time i also noticed since off one of my meds that took me took me to very dark places and feeling lonely has been lifted people please pay close attention to the meds you are given to take thank you for letting me share |
another night woken
this really sucks
the throb in my knee has a heartbeat of its own doc says come in and we will do the right knee car is gone break line needs replacing something i cannot afford now loosing the little independence i had this really sucks period less pain |
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