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Old 08-13-2016, 07:32 AM #221
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Thumbs up Could not take it anymore

Four times trying to go to sleep last night
Only for the above tenant be malicious after our meeting yesterday morning was enough
Then after office hours a wave of dirty water wash on to my terrace video I took all the animal hair and their urine and poop as the dog goes out on the terrace
Not something permitted
Hence after office hours
And up until 2:30 in the morning
After turning off the TV at 11:30 PM
Three hours trying to go to sleep
my blood pressure through the roof 155/100
Because of pain and could or rather would not take anything as my next dose is at 7:00 in the morning
And finally after all the racket above me was all i could stand
I called the police department
Is this now something We have to live with
I don't think so
The video was sent to security so he could document it
This after our meeting with management hoping to resolve it
Not a chance after her reaction and removed herself before the meeting was over as her lies caught up with her
Ready she was to place a complaint on me and my family with the police department
And her own lies stopped her lies stopped her in her tracks
Why
Why
Never had i or my family had any issues with the above tenant
And just because she has been here for many years and i come to find her not in a stable way
I fairly new in this building read my lease
Is not a reason to behave in such a manner
Not after coming from a brand new building and the slumlord loosing his building to his shortcomings because it found out how he built it
With no retaining wall and zero insulation water penetration to the point rent was not increased until fixed this went on for many years
Having had that experience and now this
Is just a little bit to much
Was awakened by abrupt noise coming from above me as I am sure is retaliation
I just do not get it
At the meeting having my child and grandchild with me
And reminding her this a lesson to my child and grandchild
because
There were many times I would ask My family to knock it off and it not be them
My childs room is at the opposite end of my room at the end of the south side of the building
There is only one other floor and that is above me
Floor twenty
Why should anyone have to be subjected to utter disregard to the surrounding tenants
Does she think because she is here for so long and get away with the things the she is doing because of her time here
I think not
But this is what I will have to deal with
To plug my ears I tried
They hurt after a while
And I hurt enough already
What was upsetting to me is my body was beginning to experience pain at that time my last dose for the day is 7:00 PM
THAT'S 7 1/2 hours later and not wanting to start my body on a different cycle does not do me well
I do not want to ever take any of my medicines earlier then when I must
My body has its own internal clock set
And having to take a painkiller will do nothing but make my body want medicine at a time I should be asleep
Does anybody get it
Why
Why
When never a word between the two of us
My child was up with me until the police department came that was 25 minutes after my call
That is considered quick
Especially for a noise complaint
This I know working with the police department
My previous job with the city I lived in and having to leave after 46 years
and it to be like this is more than I can stand
And stand for it I will not
My health to be affected by others who haven't the common courtesy for a fellow tenant
Having gone to her twice before in the wee hours of the morning to and ask her to please stop whatever it is that she is doing
Taking the proper steps hoping to rectify such behavior was not successful
Protocol that is how I am handling it and she just will not honor to quiet down after 11:00 PM
I DO NOT THINK THAT THIS IS UNREASONABLE request
Yesterday was the icing on the cake WITH THE DIRTY SOAPY WATER all on my patio furniture
Just do not get people in today's world
And I was asking my granddaughter to knock it off when hearing the thumping
when my daughter telles me she is playing quietly with the Legos
Not anymore
I am certain this will be ongoing
She had no reguard when at the meeting
And lied to the point she was found in her own lies
Enough
Enough already
Any suggestions
Without having to go through the trouble of taking it to court
because when asking for a handicap parking spot my car was retaliated upon and my car keyed
Yes you read right
Keyed
What to do other then ask Heavenly Father for calm
Calm when evil is testing my patience
There becomes a breaking point
And my health is not able to handle this kind of disturbance
If I were the old me it would have been ugly
My daughter
Someone I hope to be an example to and my grandchild
WAS recognized
She said
"Mom you were on point and she fell into her own hole"
I told her I am glad she understands that two wrongs do not make anything right
However to be able to stand in the truth is all that matters
and hope it prevails
I am sick and tired how the human race cannot love thy neighbor
or even try to get along
I will not stand for it
And we should not have to
Doing what I can
Empowering myself with the law
But do not want to have to go to court
I have had retaliation perpetrated upon me and my family from the previous building
A place we lived in for ten years
Any advice would be welcomed
Tired
Me
Note I must have accidentally hit a the thumbs up pictures
Nothing I ever intended and unable to remove
Typing on my iPod to excerise my fingers and the devise so small
Many time I hit things I have no clue what they mean
No reason for the thumbs up sign
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Default Would they love to think you don't know

Having to meet the principal
And dealing with the forms
Again
Again the young teacher did not understand
I can or will not agree to certain requests the board of Ed would like to insist I fill out the lunch form to ask very personal questions
And it goes on to tell me I can opt not to put my SS#
Like I haven't gone through this same problem times four
Point
A second form sent home with a note
For the state
A
Survey
I have always opted out of such things
Again I have to explain
WHY I opt out
My children along with my grandchild
Is sent with a lunch
And I was told the first four days that the teacher discouraged her to eat her lunch from home and to eat the school lunch
Well as a result one afternoon last week all she had was mash potatoes
UNEXCEPTABLE
I don't get it
What part of my English expression
She is NOT eating the school lunch
And to find another way for a survey
I refuse to give out my personal information such as income
Almost embarrassed
Having to retire at such an early age
If I wrote poor across the board
is my business
If I want the help I will ask for it
Don't shove it down my throat
And there needs to be MUCH MORE IMPROVEMENT what is presented to the children
A communal setting does not sit well I have seen hygiene issues
Many do NOT follow clean habits
I speak of the adults
So lets see what happens today
I already made it clear about her eating her own lunch
In writing
A copy for myself
I take their career of schooling seriously the most important is to be a happy and an adventurous process
Memories
I still remember who made a difference in MY life
They were very special teachers
I would hope Eva enjoys going to school
Children can be cruel
They come into the world innocent
We already addressed her sad tears when she stops to think about me and Corissa
She picked a shell
I wrote on the underside of it
Our names with heart balloons
Put a shinny string through it
Made a necklace
This
when she is sad
It helped
She made sure we did not forget to put it on this morning
We did homework
Because Eva did not go to per-k
There are some simple things
Such as her writing her name on the PROVIDED LINE
Hers is suspended in air
Can you get the picture
She knows how to spell her entire name
Yet a simple thing such as on the line provided
She loves coming home and is happy
This is what I am interested in
her happiness first
Let this now not be a tug of war with this stupid form
Oh if they only really did something about hunger in this
the richest country in the world
And the children ARE hungry
Or better yet
The parents WHO depend on the system to take care of them
It is for the ones who really need it and don't get it

I always made my childrends lunches
And fed them breakfast every morning
I was home from work at six in the morning
Down to their vitamins
Did not miss a beat
Then seventeen years later after just going through it with my three eldest children
My angel
Corissa
And now Eva
With Corissa
I made an extra lunch
Identical for a child that loved her lunches
Did this for many years
They started first grade together
And just to throw into the pot
How can one know how to speak the English language
if it isn't PRACTICED
by the employees of the board if education and among themselves
Any city, county, state job should there be any other language spoken and among others like teachers lunch helpers
teachers helpers
The adults
I do not want to hear a security guard speak over the walkie talkie in any other language then English
In addition to that comment
I entered this country in 1966
When I started school there wasn't anybody to teach me English language
A proud United State citizen
I am of Hungarian culture my lineage
Eva is taught Hungarian
My parents entered into this country in 1966
as it is a lost practice to learn like my parents
Practice
The never went to school
Point
They were able to communicate with society
I began to speak it by practicing
This was very difficult going back home to speak another language
It was tough
My mother still writes phonetically
Writes it as she hears it
The simple way
Really
Why do we need the letters ph only to sound like this letter f
Now we are so overwhelmed with the pie changing
And we are predominantly in a Hispanic area
Across the country
Having third generation in this country and a kindergartener does not speak a word if English
Wrong
Point
What does that have to do with school
It is only in this community of persons
Where things are written in English and Spanish
How does that help one have the incentive to learn
My father had it difficult
He could speak it and two other languages
As did my mother
They met in a refugee camp in South Africa
This is where me and my middle sister were born
You read right
I was born in South Africa
Was five when entering this country
I drives me nuts
Going through it with Corissa because her skin color is that beautiful all year around tan was spoken to in Spanish
Her father is of Hispanic background
when her career with the school
adults that were and still are municipal board if education employees must speak English first and in all general areas
Such as the principals office
Or any office for that matter
Corissa would be spoken to in Spanish as THEY
just assumed
I think I got my point across
We have a voice
Use it or loose it
Just saying
Me
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Default Again addressed

In a different language
From a member of the school
An employee
Enough already
Enough
And when I answer in my language
I looked at like I have ten eyes
Enough
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Default I do not like feeling angry

The nerve I say to myself
Letting go and letting God
Angry a emotion that is very dangerous
And I have to do something with myself
Not to let this resentment to grow anymore than it already has gotten to in such a short time
How quickly it can go there
I have to let Heavenly Father out of my mouth
Speak to the very one who has my days planned
I need to open my heart for Heavenly Father "only"
Just for today
Guide me into what YOU have in store for me
Let me let this go
And trust in what's in store for me
I will stop my mouth from saying things I don't mean because I'm that angry
I don't like feeling like I do right now
Let me have your hand guide me today
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