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10-01-2014, 10:55 AM | #131 | |||
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guide me in the right road lift me in Spirit Blessed i am thank you Father for the things i forget about my Love for you is real thank you for my family extended included i shall spread your love while in your world for those i come in contact with help me with my daughter Corissa she is on a rough road it is not acceptable her social media is all filth i don't understand this is not how she was raised she is NOT completely truthful this is a problem it is such a difficult problem it tells me so much pray for her help me with her dear Father Brother i trust you angles come and help in my brothers name Jesus may all go well at doctors
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10-01-2014, 02:08 PM | #132 | ||
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sorry about the problems with your daughter Eva. I wish you well and don't like to see people on this board hurting, and you are an especially good person.
I want to be thankful for the blessings I have but I am such a cup half empty kind of guy. and selfish. But thank you for Dawn and mother and others and that I can still walk and talk. |
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10-12-2014, 05:17 PM | #133 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary thank you for your Love things to be grateful for blessings awaiting Father in control My days in and days out routine happiness just peeking out every once in a while cannot say Eva is not my light as Corissa is Hope God fill her heart rearing Corissa in this fast evil riddled streets it is hard for her to see who is real or who is ready to turn her on to drugs drugs now has touched everyone of my family from a prim and proper mother who i hear is nodding at the breakfast table her divorced husband who lives with her permanently is at odds with her and her habit forming place in her life she certainly Suffers Physical Pain but has also become abusive with them so with help from doctor removed some meds from her this information from my youngest sister and my last conversation she had with me and i told her then she did not sound well now i have Corissa to help and get help for her my daughter and the my thirty year old daughter making me a mimma more like mommy she has begun to get used to the way things are set up by the courts and my concerns she would have been a child of the state how oh how could i let that happen i can't i didn't and now has become to be more and more my child mommy and daddy come twice a week i get bread ready for her put in her back pack (kenyér) bread to feed the (kacsa) duck in Hungarian she is learning the language and has the tongue for it it is the hardest language to learn today is hot and cold soup yes she gives me purpose to go on i am raising her with the help of Corissa
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10-19-2014, 04:11 PM | #134 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary show me the truth grant me some help with the winter some happiness in this crazy crazy family i love beyond death comes to me happiness mean everything in a healthy body taking for granted or plain not knowing what we do to our bodies at a young age a workhorse i was my reward love or what i thought was love grateful to be a mommy a mentor someone to trust the love of God getting up as i do as only God knows is a accomplishment and then what the day has to offer it always comes from both ends oh Lord how many times did i miss the boat as it always revolved my children they know they know God giving me my last child a time in my life when all was happening a home as deli sobriety but i had been gifted as much as i said i'll never get the opportunity to be a mother again i got what i wished for with many adversities blessings she is and here is Eva how many circles blessings she is happy thus far hope me
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10-26-2014, 10:48 AM | #135 | |||
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my dear Brother Mother Mary we start with a new beginning a new road an adventurer into uncharted waters all on the same reason for this road is for a falling family member my youngest daughter who found self mutilation was a way to displace her anger in addition too all this i have Eva it is not easy Father i do not want her to see me in so much pain she accompanied me with her assessment to my internist and it went something like this "my mimma's back hurts and her neck and her feet and her hands and her butt she combs my hair like a princess oh and her hip hurts you'll take care of my mimma i love her" oh the circle of life grant us healing the meaning of family the Hope i have for us in Jesus name
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10-27-2014, 07:53 AM | #136 | |||
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Immediately upon meeting with the director of the facility
and expressing to her the obsession with her phone it was immediately taken away Father Brother Mother Mary I have to be the one who is the bad guy How when she is ovulating and how badly her PMS is How it was observed as important information How much more do I endure being the bad guy How do I move forward when I have all this pent up anger with my children Am I not a human with the same needs and wants Maybe a little recognition at what was sacrificed they are adults in all thirty and up I am still around for them Not to be a punching bag A little love would feel nice Thank you for the blessings given in advance And to all a blessing in your day Amen Me
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10-29-2014, 09:31 AM | #137 | |||
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i would like to get up one day
sooner then later with a smile in my heart and it show on my face Father i feel so confused so helpless i knew things were coming to a head with my sixteen year old to have a child be so angry to have done poorly in school where are the adults who are what i would hope qualified to see a child in need of help what the school does is concentrate on the students that are not in anyway having a hard time and those who are troubled in anyway are left in the dust there is something very WRONG with this struggle struggle struggle just a little lift of this unhappy feeling for them and me i wake up from sleep with physical and cry myself to sleep happiness is a state of mind i miss my thanks to blessings You give and i may be very blind to amen me
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10-29-2014, 09:39 AM | #138 | ||
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Can't tell you how many boats we all miss. You are doing great under the circumstances you have. I read all your posts. Just have been busy with house showings. Many so far, and a few bites. Things are looking up and my arm after lots of therapy is better.
YOu are still in my prayers and so is your family. No matter where I wind up at, I will keep in touch with you. ginnie |
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10-30-2014, 01:08 PM | #139 | |||
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my disease is something that my family suffers from my mental state in check as sobriety is first with the Love of my family i have from my program i am lost in the generation m sixteen year lives in there is a term for the time period we are in "a millennium child" children born into the social media that is a way of life the lack of understanding for example the cell phone the internet a new way of life and i cannot understand the rude defiant, angry, hatred in her eyes this new beginning starts off in a terrible argument over the pants her "father" purchased for her for the gym at the facility she is getting help with her adversities Father allowing her to wear the yoga pants to school was not going to happen i went through two years of heartache the constant phone calls from school she is not dressed in uniform as she was returning back to school this year i was promised no problems and she goes to school this morning with utter hatred in her eyes while i was on the phone with her father letting him know what was going on she left without a kiss and love you mom i am weak and the added stress is killing me slowly what else other than pray i have seen her more than half way i am lost i feel i am loosing her slowly the pressure is overwhelming tiring her father just called conversation was brief my head wants to explode literally from the headache coffee isn't cutting it i just want to scream oh Father i just want to scream my body is broken my mind i am loosing my Spirit broken hanging on with my Faith blessings i thank you for me
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10-31-2014, 08:54 PM | #140 | |||
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Eva you do everything and more for your children and I suspect sadly they have come to expect and dare I say rely on you to give your all and more. This I wonder, really wonder if this is what gives your youngest strength and ammunition to continue to rebel and deliver to you what she thinks is the ultimate "so there". Maybe you could join her, just hang out with her and behave as she does, don't make a big thing about it, just do it. Take a break from yourself, give your body and mind a holiday from your usual pattern of behaviours and thoughts. I don't mean abandon her or all that you have striven for, just let her experience a sliver of life without your parental input, you have little to lose my dear.
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