Originally Posted by eva5667faliure

Father
my disease is something that my family suffers from

my mental state in check as sobriety is first
with the Love of my family i have from my program
i am lost in the generation m sixteen year lives in
there is a term for the time period we are in
"a millennium child"
children born into the social media
that is a way of life
the lack of understanding
for example the cell phone
the internet
a new way of life
and i cannot understand the rude



defiant, angry, hatred in her eyes
this new beginning starts off in a terrible
argument over the pants her "father"
purchased for her for the gym at the facility
she is getting help with her adversities
Father
allowing her to wear the yoga pants to school
was not going to happen
i went through two years of heartache
the constant phone calls from school
she is not dressed in uniform

as she was returning back to school this year
i was promised no problems
and she goes to school this morning
with utter hatred in her eyes
while i was on the phone with her father
letting him know what was going on
she left without a kiss and love you mom

i am weak and the added stress is killing me slowly
what else other than pray
i have seen her more than half way
i am lost
i feel i am loosing her slowly
the pressure is overwhelming tiring
her father just called
conversation was brief

my head wants to explode
literally from the headache
coffee isn't cutting it

i just want to scream
oh Father
i just want to scream
my body is broken
my mind i am loosing
my Spirit broken
hanging on with my Faith
blessings i thank you for
me

Originally Posted by ger715

Eva,

Can't help but wonder if the communication with her dad really helps or does your talking with him about her only work to move her even further away from you.

Please let her know I really do care about her and know she can, if she wants, have a wonderful life ahead for herself.

Gerry

Originally Posted by eva5667faliure

Hi Gerry,
This is Corissa and my mom showed me what you just wrote and the relationship with my father isn't very good he barley knows anything about me but he works and yes financially he gets me things like the phone and my pants as far as my father i don't even look at him as like a parent because my respect for him isn't all there the reason my mom gets the looks is because she is the only one here and honestly I'm not a morning person but I know I have a attitude and I'm working on it

Thank you for being there for my mom
Hope all is well
Corissa

Originally Posted by ger715

Corissa, you have shown a great deal of maturity. You are so fortunate to have your Mom's love. She has and will always be there for you.

Believe in yourself Corissa; you are very "special.


Gerry

Originally Posted by eva5667faliure

Father

allow us to get this home in
happy holiday Spirit
Saturday
Amen
blessings

Originally Posted by ger715

Eva,
I have had to lessen decorations; it is easier to put up; but so much harder to take down and put away. But; the most important decoration I do make sure to put out is the crib with Baby Jesus, Mary and Joseph.

It is surprising how just a few decorations here and there can still make a beautiful Christmas. Maybe less can be more in your case as well.

Pray you and your family will see the beauty in your surroundings during Christmas time.


Gerry