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01-16-2015, 07:31 PM | #181 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary you have given me so much to go through this will be year three Corissa is failing school and she doesn't care she walked out while i was taking a shower asked her to watch Eva never thinking she would leave there was a note under my bedroom door that reads i love you i'm sorry i'm terrified it wasn't a good day shes gone i don't know where she is God bring her back safe bring her back home to me please i hurts so badly please hear me i cannot hang on any longer i am so over and scared where is she she isn't dressed for this weather she want to be at her dads we were in conference about removing her she was in fear her brother was coming to talk to her the note was clear she left WHY OH WHY Father me
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"Thanks for this!" says: | EnglishDave (01-17-2015), ger715 (01-16-2015) |
01-16-2015, 11:51 PM | #182 | ||
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Dearest Eva, I wish I could do more to help you thru this phase with Corissa. Know you and your family are in my prayers. As you know I have special interest in Corissa; my hearts hurts for what is happening; I can only imagine what you are feeling. I believe one day she will realize what a good mother she has and will eventually, as she matures, learn to really appreciate all you are to her. Thankful you are there for beautiful little Eva. You are needed and have much work to do. God will give you the strength to get thru each day "One Day at a Time". Gerry |
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01-18-2015, 06:33 PM | #183 | |||
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I have found it difficult to write this past week, the Cluster Headaches and double vision have been constant, but…
Our family hurt us most by being the closest to us. I have the same thing with my eldest daughter, and she is 29 and living with me AGAIN with her son. Corissa will come to realise that she needs you one day - I hope for your peace of mind it is soon. I am sure it will be. Try not to let worry drive you deeper down, you must think of yourself and be strong for little eva. Remember, everything happens for a reason - this situation will resolve itself soon. You have your Faith and your friends here to bring you through this. My thoughts and prayers are dedicated to your well-being. Do not give up Hope. Dave. |
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01-19-2015, 01:10 AM | #184 | ||
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Yes; often those who are closest to us can add to the already fragile issues we deal with 24/7. It seems like you may have what so many parents deal with is the "swinging door" . Tho you are dealing with much; even at 29 your daughter & grandchild still needy.
Praying headaches and all that goes with them are greatly lessened. Suffered myself with migraines since childhood which the past few years seem to have decreased in numbers. Take care dear friend, Gerry |
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01-19-2015, 08:56 AM | #185 | |||
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In the face of such overwhelming agony
To count blessings Seems blessings have gone Yet reading all of you posts, my friend, I see Corissa, In the throes of rebellion is safe, If I read it right. Little Eva is there with you and she, too, is safe You give this to them Though challenged yourself to the max You are a blessing To them To us To me Hugging you from afar M56 |
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01-20-2015, 07:45 PM | #186 | |||
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that is where she is now!
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01-21-2015, 09:08 AM | #187 | |||
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More hugs with prayers for a better day,
M56 |
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01-22-2015, 02:34 PM | #188 | |||
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it's a place your not familiar with
not even the noise or lack of noise my being afloat in a row boat no paddles in the middle of this vast ocean alone not anything to hope for other than the pain to go away every kind of pain imaginable awaiting to hear the sound of my Father SAVE ME Father save us i am again where change is happening quicker than quick lost in the desert with no signs of any life no snakes scorpions anything to take ones being lost in a land filled with superficial everyday routine not interested in your surroundings Father how many of the same prayers i pray over and over can you please keep us happy no matter what HAPPY i need to be happy with my family having Corissa home and finding teaching mechanisms how it necessary to be happy and sober Father blessings you give in so many ways only you know what this body and mind is going through lost in a unknown world that continues to take take take i make no situation up nor do i write about it for any Attention! i have written many times i am who i am and it is what it is what would make anyone think this is how one chooses to feel this is a inside job behind closed doors enter with caution is what it should read i bring with me sadness heart wrenching situations in the school ever contacting me during her truancy, in school suspensions not going to class all these security friends he spoke too NOT ONE PHONE CALL just thought i would throw that in there today she is so disrespectful i don't even want to talk to her i'm alone no one to help me rear both of them Corissa, unless under my nose will not do on her own as if she were privileged please i cannot have Corissa think my help be taken as enabling i'm lost no field with straight lines to reach or follow or follow in between whatever the case pay attention i'm 53 my life a huge lesson school still in session she will get her GED and do full time out-patient a contract i still must read each word very carefully i am lost HELP ME THROUGH THIS PLEASE HELP ME FIND A HAPPY PLACE A HEALING PLACE MY ANGELS please help i implore you guide me I AM LOST ME
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01-23-2015, 10:33 AM | #189 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary when raising Corissa many things were going on my ex-husband in court told the judge he not only try to wipe out the fact that his eldest my "writer/poet did not attend college nor have brain surgery that took part of her occipital lobe the trade off going going blind mostly in her right eye in the end not successful in the removal of the problem atea now 11 years later a VNS implant beat ten years of depression still has bouts a brilliant Poet and Writer HER WORK WILL BE PICKED UP FROM A PUBLISHING COMPANY THEY LOVE HER WORK this is what she is blessed with it took her to her "BLISS IN LIFE" her destiny a Writer CORISSA went to a poetry gig she had her big sister to bring her to t e arts she must curb her attitude we have a grandchild in the house me
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01-28-2015, 08:56 PM | #190 | |||
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Yuk. I still know it. The ever present unwanted companion.
Yuk M56 |
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