My granddaughter playing hide and seek with the family

Me and my granddaughter caught off guard by my daughter

Me trying to get a descent picture

My oldest and my youngest on corissas birthday

The cake decorated by my daughter and my granddaughter

it was a wonderful day
 

Father
Brother
Mother Mary

thank you for another day
the most very important
thing was explaining
to little Eva using her rosary
beads she had picked has
Mother Mary and baby
and son on cross as an adult

explained when he grew up as a man
he taught us the poem
The Lords Prayer
and that he died
that he carried his cross
and like a sponge
absorbing every word
and then i continued
he carried his cross
then he was nailed to it
everything was dark it rained when he
died
they laid him in a stone tomb
and on the third
he rose from the dead
to go up to heaven
to meet his daddy
God
and will sit at the right hand
of his daddy
who we call God
it was awesome her
humming away loving it
awesome
Glory to God in the highest
and peace to his people
on earth
then explained he died for
for our sins
did not understand sin
yet
but it was
beautiful
Saraeve cooked all bake ziti
and roast turkey breast
awesome
then it was over
Corissa was growing
and now it is Eva turn
AMEN!

Corissa could only put on one picture at a time
that explains the posts

wishing all lots of love

dear friend

so amazed am i too
yet i can be who i am
this too i understand
this may sound sad
but i'm thinking ahead
i need to wear sandals
that have straps so i do
not fall
so i found sandals
and thought to myself
these will be easy for
my kids to put them on
not wanting to be a burden
then i think jeez little Eva
and i will be so close
shoot
she walks in the door
puts her shoes in the
closet as you walk into
the apartment
ya think the adults
would remember
ya know what i mean
the everyday pain we live with
this morning for the first time
in a long i woke up nauseous
my meds are still the same
need to smoke as it helps
get rid of it
completely
what happened
my body is rotting
a little bit each day
i reached it's my pique
at fifty i am fifty three now
you write how much less of
movement allowed throwing
i still cannot get over the pain
in my fingers
how i have to push myself
ie
my daughter Christine
Eva's mommy my daughter
say to me
"mom i'm so sorry
because if my body feels
like it does now
i can't imagine how you feel"
said to her
"i always had a high tolerance
to pain"
so for that my friend
i want to say
thank you for reminding me
of
i can just BE
with pain and all
do when i can
many times
soooooo over do it
and pay for it for a
couple of days
my home is not complete yet
so i try a little at a time
and i am grateful for what's
important to me
is my family
as tiny as it is
another day of BEING

Amen my friend

love all around the world
and celebrate

BEING

God my Father hears our prayers

i BELIEVE

in Jesus name

I BELIEVE

Dearest Eva!
 

and you are a wonderful
wise person also
who is loved very much in return
blessing to know you

new doctor
 

dear Father
Brother
Mother Mary

thank you for another day

dear Father
today i see a new doctor
this will help my brain a
whole bunch
just the thaught will not say it
i am not sure what this doctor
intends to do
all i needed to know
can either of the two
be ruled out
in my post i have come to
think there is a problem
but not "it"
i had "it" once before
did away with my breasts
i beg please
if it must
may it be the possibility
of it being an infection
that it is not detected in the blood
let it not have made it to my bones
bring some light to this heart
light to go on my back and you heal
i beg a miracle
this summer Eva joined the pool
this will be good for Corissa last summer
where she could still be a teenager
be at the pool with her niece
it will lots of fun

my sister is coming
i will follow her
will have all there
except son

speaking of my boy
Father take care of him
and allow the surgeon
who will have his heart
in his hands
turns out my boys
heart is being shorted
by nerves that are dead
and that his anxiety he
thought he and this
includes doctors he has
had several throughout his adult life
but it has been found
nuclear stress test found this
now they need to get in there
and get these deadened nerves
out may they be interfering
with the function
i know a bit about what is being talked about
i studied and received a certificate EKG Technician
the doctors said his heart working harder than it should be
can you spare him any hard times and that he be i hand you provide to do the job
his oldest sister will be there
as will i
to be there

only in Spirit
i will have Eva
he will have YOU

there is much to say thank you
for all you provide
blessings
from my Spirit to my obligations
without the trust and faith
is nothing
all is as it is suppose to be
i cannot express how much relief
it will be
my diagnosis big a big mistake
this too can be a possibility


in prayer
i shall put it in prayer
i have to pump up the faith
all will be manageable
my family will be with me
wouldn't have it any other way

i am wishing all
a beautiful blessed day
me