This is what I wake up to


is this just not the best
sometimes she goes overboard
and they surround me in my bed
all over my room
decorating the home for me

i am now going to have my daughter
post a picture of her
in my teaching her
for example
the days of the week
the months in a year
how many pennies in a dime
all in song
she is such a smart cookie
her favorite number three
counting her numbers in one to twenty
her attachment to Corissa
just so special
love
me

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This is my granddaughter the most recent picture

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Love it, love it love it!!!

To bring you such happiness, and a face to make Angels weep with joy

Dave.

The joy
The fears
The family
There is this feeling
May it be the coming
But my God how sad you must be
Your children in constant war all over the world
Mothers and fathers bury them
All in the name of what

No one can deny
That there was a man who
Walked This earth
Was crucified while we watched
Dear Father
You sent the only son
Of the Father Himself
Your coming I await
When this will all mean nothing
As I will follow you into Glory
You will take us all into the kingdom of Heaven
In Jesus I trust
No one
Not a single soul
Can deny that the son of God
Was killed
Though rosé from the dead
To become one again with the Father
What a comfort in my being
To possibly meet ours Savior
May I sound nuts to many
This I believe
Noone can tell me of the interventions
that have happened in my life
And there is no doubt it was Jesus Christ

Dear father
As I write you know the pain I must endure
In one form or another

We will be having thanksgiving with my eldest child
All the family will be together
All of my children granddaughter
In-laws
My sons partner in life
My eldests husband
I must be nice to
I have no respect for him
He too is afraid my daughter
might just become a little bit more empowered
as she knows my life experiences to be true

Thank you Father for the blessings you bestow upon us
And so many of us are so blind to it all
As the human side does not stop and just think for one moment
the gifts we receive in our e v e r y d a y busy life
That one needs to stop and smell the roses
You get it

Father I as you continue to watch over my loved ones
Let them too feel you and your awesome presence
Father I ask you to heal me
Father I ask in your name
Allow someone special to enter into my life
And not see my disabilities
As men are so visual
I worry of the rejection I might receive
Having no breasts
I wish I never had the botched implants done
And gone with my gut
But no I listened to others who had
good intentions in their explanation
It is what I know is all Gods plan
And in the roughest of times it is then
We CRY OUT
JESUS PLEASE HELP ME
I know you are the way to our Father
As I trust in You
God the Father
Gon the Son
God the Holy Spirit
Mother Mary our mentor in many ways
Only a mother will understand

In closing
I would like to offer
My heartfelt love I have
Always received in my experience here on
NeuroTalk
This by chance I found
I don't think so
To all who come and share
On so many important topics
Blessings to you all
And may you to be able to see them
as we try to deal with our everyday challenges
we are inflicted with
Not by our choice
The knowledge
Invaluable
And real
Lets keep it real
Love
Me

Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Thank you for what I a about to receive today

Today
A huge day for me
I get to see my DOG
I am so excited
We made him his favorite toy
A sock filled with other socks
Rubbed it all over me
Corissa the baby the couch arm he would lie on
and wait for us to come home
I have a leather couch
His scent is still forever a part of him
I of course cannot smell him
So can't wait
To all a happy thanks giving
Don't forget
Love
Me

Happy loving Doggy Day, Eva,

Dave.

I was in my element

Dear Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Thank you for what I am to receive today
Let me be humble
Let my love override all that is NEGITIVE
Let your words ring in my ears
For me to spread
How I was in my element
My entire family together as one
The way I hoped it would be
My dog I just cannot say enough about
He remembers me
He slept with me the eve before thanksgiving
And stayed thanksgiving night also
He has aged so much in the past five years
I'm just broken up in tears thinking about him
The ride was a straight run
I was able to tolorate the drive
A half hour at best
He has Cushings disease
And the treatment is radiation
He has doggie insurance
So he is taken care of in that sense
Though the decision was to not have radiation
He MOST IMPORTANTY NOW IS NOT IN ANY PAIN
He has arthritis his fingers (paw) and nails are mangled
just like us humans how our joints just disfigure the hands and feet
I will post a vidio of me feeding him apples
He's such a hog now
He is slow in his walk
I cannot run to attack anymore
He was more the watch dog
He took his present I made him
It was so painful to watch
My granddaughter was a bit frightened
But drew him pictures and saved him some of her
breakfast eggs and tots
She was just a doll
We have a picture of us all together
It too will be posted
I am so proud of my family
Even with all the troubles and headaches
My eldest has a 9 centimeters kidney stone
All from the epileptic Meds
It sucks

So I hope yours were with you also
Hoping your spirits were bright
David thank you for your understanding
And most importantly your support
May I do the same in return
Happy holidays my friends
To all
May your spirit be bright too
Love
Me

can you tell who is missing?

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Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Thank you for what I am to receive today

It is so rough Father
Gift me with your touch
I feel the Spirit so strongly at times
The world going around into a horrible TORNANDO
We only have each other in life
And I cannot say good day without a stare
Like what's wrong with you lady

I took out the works
It's four days putting up all the decorations
The ornaments all started when I moved out
of the house at seventeen and never looked back
Each year since One only One ornament a year
Well I don't have to say what happened when I had my kids
Little Eva was the middle person to hold look and talk about
each ornament
Each and everyone original
As they got older they too took on the tradition
where a ornament is put in the tree for me to find it
It looks beautiful
Not a real one
Or even a big fake tree
I needed to downsize big time
It does the job and holds all the trinkets

My son called me and we spoke for Almost a half hour
I felt so good for my child aduld child call and WANT to hear
my voice
We have many Christmas decorations that are singing stuffed
Animals
We had so much fun with a the darn thing
It plays the peanut melody on the piano
Eva was first scared in the end she was squeezing the button
on his paw to activate it
Today we finish the decorations
A number on this quickly aging body
I cannot go into swift mode
Just cannot do it anymore

This morning Father
The blessings I ponder on
The love You have fou Us
The disregard of another human
when that person need help
A coat
A blanket
Baby food
A home for many homeless
Blessed I am living where I do
And unless I hit the lottery
My beautiful apartment I worked so hard on
Will do
I
We are Lucky to have a roof over our head
A place to lay your head
And be fed and warm

Donate blankets
Jackets
Gloves
Scarves
A toy for the less fortunate

I have decided to request with the management
I would like to arrange a Friday or Saturday in our community
room where I can read to the children in the the early evening
hours after dinner hours

Then I can look forward to some happy faces

Blessings to all
Love
Me

Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Thank you for what I am to receive today

I have to see oncologists about a unknown problem
that has come to visit
The unexplained reasons of the bruises from
inflamed vein to then burst and leave huge bruises
I a afraid of clots traveling
My calves toes fingers and hands cramp and contort into
deformity and it hurts so badly
I am scared to the core
Jesus hold my hand as I am ordered to see a hematologist
My oncologist will take care of me
Pictures I have to show the doctors of hand and foot bruised
Pray I don't throw a clot
This is not a thought
This is reality
Jesus I need you
Blessings of good news
With such troubling scary ideas
running and running
wild in this brain of mine
God let nothing else be happening
that I feel be any terrible news
Please in Jesus name
Amen

To all a Merry Christmas
And safe travels
Love
Men