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03-17-2016, 10:22 AM | #311 | |||
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It is 10:54
Feels like im in heaven Daughter made me a bake potato On it iodized salt moderation Scramble egg with REAL BUTTER I question that too and broccoli and cheese Yum WATER JUST TO SHARE HOW GOOD I FEEL BLESSED I AM TODAY Take care of my babies Happiness I wish to all Amen
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03-19-2016, 12:07 AM | #312 | |||
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Brother Mother Thank you for what I will receive today As you bless me my heart soul my everything Let me remember Your truth The kind that makes you just fall to your knees Love Blessed I am to have You in my life Blessed I am to have Your promises Blessed I am trying to do the best I possibly can under the most stressful kind of life Blessed I am to have a sense of myself and not full of myself I have me to offer As you have me live Let my children know that I love them even in the distance we have Bless them with Your touch Bless us all Amen
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03-20-2016, 03:23 PM | #313 | |||
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Brother Mother Blessed I am to receive your touch today Blessed I am with the patience teaching my granddaughter how to tell time the old fashioned way It did not take much time Blessed her little brain just loves to be fed Blessings Father You alway send And I am able to see Your love shine through By the unseen blessings Thank you for my heart is reseptive to all you offer Amen
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03-23-2016, 02:03 PM | #314 | |||
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Mother Brother i have to put up with my families turd are they stupid are they that self absorbed the are making me sick bless my day without anymore drama having to hear some of the turd already is just not right i have no will to move forward when i am the only one working at getting to nowhere land i am getting tired of getting crappy news i don't want to know anymore if it's bad news my kid just stole a buck for something to drink after asking her to go to the store for milk $9.34 left on foodstamp card she just spoke to her donor earlier today he just telling her how he called child support can you imagine he was relieved of payment to child support and said it would be easier if he gave it direct never a penny more given and lied to the judge about his salary that's okay only he and i know the truth i tell no lie my heart is clean i took care of my child with the little he gave 63.00 a week i am not happy again someone getting away with being dishonest this is the last to have any contact Bless me with Your strength thank you God i ask you to take us where you want us in Your care i Jesus i trust love me
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03-27-2016, 11:32 AM | #315 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary thank you for what i am to receive today may i be strong in you faith in Jesus blessed are we to have someone go to the cross for us bless the promises we were given if we believe in Him this i do Amen
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03-28-2016, 08:27 PM | #316 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Thank you for what I received in my day In it some very eye opening stuff for my youngest daughter I have been able to talk with her about anything Bless her with your strength Lost let her turn to you I can talk till I'm blue in the face She is trying I will give her a bit But she can see the truth And it hurts Others judging her I see it And she is not the cause rather she would advise accordingly She has grown some Blessed you died for us Amen
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03-29-2016, 06:45 AM | #317 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary I had five very interesting phone conversation Having my mother call me And after opening up my door and heart to her Told her I will not be a secret She tells me I don't want him to know I came to your home Still with these conditions Father I have been a good daughter To have a mother like mine Not easy To get her love Not possible She is self absorbed Not to mention a addict now My mother Who would have figured I called her on it Told her I had seen her get out of control with the help a friend who started her on the road to disaster She did not know it could get as bad as she did And told her it wasn't her fault She didn't know But true Father she says she is in pain I do not doubt her As it is her side of the family that we are who we are All the bone spine heart blood pressure kidney failure List goes on an on I am listening to my body It is in a very bad way Invisible to the eye for others until they look into my eyes Taking my picture Most of the you can see me crying inside with the pain It is not in my head As matter of fact my head hasn't been in such a good place in I can't tell you how long Well actually that day was the day before I laid down to take a five hour sleep before going to work at night with my city 11:00 PM to 6:00 AM that was the last day Seven years ago In that time I have been to over thirty doctors Over THIRTY In the last seven years Father except for one doctor my skin specialist Dr. Ester Hershenboum (spelling?) who asked what had happened I told her the problems I was left to live with Turns our she too had a personal experience with Dr. P Her son was in terrible shape And went on to describe his demeanor And challenged his therory Did not disclose she was a doctor herself Picked her son up And walked out Now Father I did my homework I have heard he was a reputable doctor And warned of his bedside manners Something I was willing to overlook If he was as good as they say He lied to me after my second surgery Could not look me in the eye He knew what I was talking about I heard him while under Speak to either himself Over me I hear With my neck sliced open "Take a look at this mess" I do not doubt myself As my son at two remembers he woke up when tvey took his tonsils out and ad adenoids removed I was told he stirred When I think of all the STUFF UNBELIEVABLE I MIGHT ADD PRETTY WEIRD STUFF ALMOST TO THE POINT ONE COULD THINK and I do not believe this A curse was put on the family I refer to it on a nicer note "Bad luck" I choose to BELIEVE BELIEVE that there is a better way and in the end of the day nothing to worry about For I am on a spirit filled road As Jesus has it covered Letting go And letting God Amen Blessed I am to have The Lord in my life Amen Love Me
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03-29-2016, 07:18 PM | #318 | ||
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Eva,
I so agree with you.....Letting go And letting God. Love & Prayers, Gerry |
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03-29-2016, 07:57 PM | #319 | |||
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For the first time in my life I am truly not in the way of anybody As I pull away in a healthy way Not vicious or hurtful or spiteful What comes my way isn't anything I ask for It is put before me To not talk about the past is a huge indication I have much healing I have accomplished in life only for it to be hit by salt A wound forever Maybe I do not know But know I am a better person today sickness and all because each and everyday it is kept real For example I spoke of my mother Feeling her mortality Told her after many years of no communication My door is always open for my family It is who I am May it be the cause of my own demise They are asking for me She wants to be in my life as if it were okay to keep me a secret I'm fifty five Finally a new person interested in me Me on the elevator Someone who I already spoke with Having a call on the eve of Christmas And on Easter Sunday It has been a long time since someone new be coming to meet my daughter and granddaughter This something new My life My happiness Me having to think of my sanity As I am responsible for it It may be a very depressing life story Yet very true VERY TRUE It took a long time in my fathers death to forgive him It will be a challenge with my mother wanting to manipulate everything My daughter Corissa Able to see how I handle what is constantly put before me Over and over again Please know I feel at my best under the most unusual circumstances Letting go and Letting God is in my saving Grace Believing that I am just a spec I am still we are still his child Your concerns understood I may repeat myself over and over again as my stories to tell have me coming out in the end a stronger person I had many lessons Many repeated I have a good sound mind When I look at it all I am not in control of anything And I like it like that I do not fight it anymore It is much better today Please know that And the clock keeps on ticking Even after I'm gone May I have left a mark of The Lords work That is all I am interested in To be happy in The Lords presence Love and hugs Me
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03-29-2016, 11:52 PM | #320 | ||
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Eva,
Sometimes dwelling can have unwanted consequences. You appear to be in a much better place. To be happy in the Lord's presence is powerful. Let Carissa know I think of her often; she is very "special". Gerry |
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