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03-30-2016, 07:19 AM | #321 | |||
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you send her well wishes You would be proud to see how far she has come I'm not talking about things she still needs to accomplish Something her father does not agree with So for things that I still have to contend with Because he do not see the importance of a GED To know algebra or language English you understand what I mean If the situation were different and all the dramatic changes that happened while she was a young girl Trying to find friends in a new school all alone not feeling confident about herself Now you have to see her Walking with her shoulders back Accepting her beautiful being See isn't just beautiful She is stunning She know with all her being I am not her enemy And not to treat me like such Just because I am the one you can always turn too That became old I had to make changes I would take her out of school again if she were to go that route freshman and sophomore year Oh what a time that was She also as we speak Because she will be working soon Is practicing self control with the obsession she has with her phone Not anything else If it were water proof it could be in the shower with her My granddaughter watching what is going on when we talk Gerry Ill try to get a vidio of her telling time She understands o'clock and thirty meaning when the second hand on o'clock is the number time And the second hand on six and it be number it was just on a litte while ago and that's where the thirty comes in I am truly blessed to honestly be in a better frame of mind and to be able to not get depressed Sad yes but not to the point where I let it affect me at that point Corissa when she cooks is getting to become a mini chef in the kitchen The phone propped up somewhere Hope you are doing well enough to have some time doing something for you I mentioned I have a person His name is John Both time important to me was calling on Christmas Eve and Easter Sunday with well wishes This captures my interest And we will be meeting soon This too has been a positive new something in my life My life For me You know what I mean Still he is willing to meet my two who live home with me In other words shown some courtesy Refreshing A Vietnam veteran Divorced Just returned to his mothers house two block up from me He has taken on as caretaker to her She is an Alzheimer's recipient and when travels to work some long period of times she is taken with him Has a sister I am intrigued In a good way To my past it will always be a part of me It made me who I am today I like who I have become This is true My wishes you are taking care of your happiness would be refreshing With much Much Love Us
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03-30-2016, 10:47 PM | #322 | ||
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Eva,
I'm Looking forward to seeing new pictures/video of your beautiful granddaughter. Thank you for the update on Corissa. I'm am happy to learn she has gained confidence in herself which apparently comes thru with her looking "stunning'. It all works together. Hopefully having this someone in your life will continue. That is always a plus. Gerry Last edited by ger715; 03-31-2016 at 09:09 PM. |
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03-31-2016, 07:40 AM | #323 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Blessed to receive what will come in my day Dear Father May I remain humble May I not toot my horn May I never be full of myself May i serve my fellow human friends with my Love of The Lord May my experience strength and hope Be empowering for those who need it I know You are Alive in me In Jesus I trust Father you sent him to suffer ultimate pain humiliation mistrust among us who did not beleive To have been witness to the miricle of life following your teachings I born into the Roman Catholic religion is not what my message It is your promises I am reminded of And the unconditional LOVE you pour onto us My givings are of myself The truth about who I am It was in my recovery did I accept Christ as my Savior As the poem "footprints" Is forever the truth when speaking of my life For without your teachings Such as the Lord's Prayer I beleive there is a way to a better life And it be May I mind my business Speak when spoken to Give just because Love why not May this be constant and remain Strong in my Faith I will survive Until You bring me home I want to live I want my children in my life My door always open I have become a better person Just knowing Only You know what is in my Heart Bless us in this day with your Grace In Jesus I trust Amen
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04-03-2016, 12:37 PM | #324 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Thank you for the gifts I will receive today Blessed I am Father To be able to turn my fears over to You Blessed I am to know Jesus As he walked this earth A doctor I must see My lung right hurts like hell Father In you I will turn to Not allow myself the worry May it just be the pain I have always suffered on that side Bless my children My dog The human race Keep close as I am holding of for dear Life Bless this family Let them see what Unconditional love is all about Be my rock Humble As I am still learning The only way to true peace Is turning it ALL over to You Save us all from fear As you take charge And drive my train It is so good To have You taking care of Me And my Family Thank you Father For your constant Love Me
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04-03-2016, 03:18 PM | #325 | |||
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pictures i said i would post
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04-04-2016, 06:44 AM | #326 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Thank you for my gifts I am about to receive Bless me the strength To keep fighting the fight Daniel Your life is a testament to our Brother Who is of the Father Let me pull myself up Not complain But know you have everything under control and Your watch May i be touched by someone who shows Me Your Love Let me be the the example to my family Let my sisters know who You are Bring us together not in sadness Father Your message so great Though I should never fear You Your awesome power has the most beautiful appearance Yet it's power can be just as easily destructive Mother Nature You Designed We are responsible for this planet We are responsible for Your message We are responsible May I be granted Your warm touch Thank you Father Love Me
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04-07-2016, 08:44 AM | #327 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Thank you for my blessings I am to receive in my day Blessings as I share my love for You Blessings as I have You holding my hand in everything Blessings as I have a program I am dear to Blessings sobriety is lifted today Blessings that I have been given from amazing people Blessings I had the time I did with our family dog I miss so much Blessings I had unconditional love given by our family member I can still see his eyes looking into mine Blessings to have You in my life today May the world see Your unconditional love pouring the wine sharing the bread A representation of The Lord You are in my life and carried me when need be Now I am holding Your hand each day Hoping I can manage it As You would want me to live it In Jesus I Trust Amen Love me
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04-11-2016, 10:58 AM | #328 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary What better way to say thank you for the good memories Thank you for what I am to receive in my day May I do your work As this is your wish I truly beleive I have no control over the pain and sorrow my children have inflicted upon me However badly of a job I may have done I certainly do not deserve some of the hurtful things such ads You should have abortated me I told her my first born this was something I understood As I too did not ask to be born into a family like mine But this much I know I have NEVER abandoned my children I worked the night shift so they did not have to fret they had nobody I did not have a mother who was supportive She was too busy in her new relationship Three months after my fathers suicide Her new boyfriend and son moved in I left the home at that time This my sisters would complain about This is the past Yet today Being the best possible mother I could be With what I had to work with And most times it be You My Father For I could not have come this far without you carring us It is not a good feeling to be sad And this is where I have to recall the good times when we had the good times On their birthday I would call them on the time they were born and celebrate it for twenty four hours I woul ask them what they wanted for their birthday dinner This ended a few years after I got sick Many things gone sour But Heavenly Father You are my Savior You are my Light Bring me the blessings only You can bring The feeling of a flannel oversized shirt with the scent of Love That cannot be found here on earth Heavenly Father bring me the warmth You BLESS me with when I truly submit my will And let You take over In Jesus I trust In my Father I beleive Amen
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04-12-2016, 11:38 AM | #329 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Thank you for your gifts Letting Your will be my driving force I need You now more than ever Heavenly Father My brain knows what needs to be done Not for me but the good of my child Heavenly Father She left Only to call late at night Walking the streets Called her father to pay for her McDonalds food He has no clue what is happening maybe he does but not the truth and he not a truthful person himself will never see this but this my daughter will learn Heavenly Father Why is she treating me As if she were head of household Helping herself to the orange juice that is for my granddaughter she is sick with a cold Opened a new bottle as the one opened already was overlooked then again she doesn't like it watered down Why did I let her come back home i agreed and said we shall talk when she gets home that never happened she asked after her shower can we talk in the morning this never happened this After calling upon You for strength in this all As much as it hurts I cannot walk away I am responsible for my granddaughter I am responsible for her feelings and needed to protect her from what is not her fault like i needed to protect Corissa from her sibling who was behaving in such a destructive way You know Father she couldn't be exposed to that behavior and in the end horrible results Calling her mother yesterday morning Asked her to call when she woke up Never to hear from her until just a moment ago She says good morning I see you called more like good afternoon Reminded her about my request yesterday and she calls now as if nothing Why Father Why What am I to do I want to sell everything and just go Just go To the end of the earth Just go Why What makes my child think she can abuse me Over and over again walk around and not think her behavior isn't impressionable Over her obsession with her phone and social media Only You know Father I do not need this in my life I have this child to raise And she has abandonment issues already because of everyone walking away from her Or just not being in her life From my mother To my sisters To my children Nobody All we have is each other And it is my daughter that she slept with It was me who had to calm her fears Not knowing what to expect from yesterday to today she hugged me and made me wait this i did Father You know Here we go all over again She said we'd talk in the morning It is the afternoon she made me wait I will call her in my room to see what decision she has made Yesterday Heavenly Father It was the first time I let You take over It did not hurt that badly But now this morning to start where it left off I got up to feed my grandchild She did not even do that She was on the phone texting This is what her life has been reduced to On the phone with a new girlfriend The last one wound up in the hospital Depression over my child cheating on her Heavenly Father I did not raise my child to be as she is this is not the example i set It is not okay Like she say's I'm making a big deal about this all Heavenly Father give me the strength to handle this situation with grace May Your word do the work Use me Father I cannot hurt like this any more In Your name Bless us Amen
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04-13-2016, 05:50 AM | #330 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Thank you for my blessings I am to receive Dear Father I am no ready to completely let go And it is killing me already Pleases come to me and hold me tight Everything around me is in pain Deep sorrow The kind that makes on bleed Why Father Why Why Must it be like this You are in control Use me Make it not hurt so much Maki it go away Please Heavenly Father What h over my babies As I am here alone with Eva It is not a good morning Waking and crying was in th past It is back Help me help myself out of this horrible mess Let me live my life for a change without worry Just for me I have to get the car inspected Go to the doctors tomorrow Keep us safe on the road Father The tenant above me is so inconsiderate Waking me up twice in the morning And having to go back to sleep I don't think so Giving her till end of week I am a decent tenant Respectful of others Why is it so difficult So simple I know Let You take over Okay Again Heavenly Father In Your name only Please help me through this day As yesterday is gone And tomorrow is tomorrow Let me live in my day With You in my heart gut and soul You are My protector Heal me Father Bless my family Humble them to their knees I Jesus I trust In My God I believe Love To the world
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