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Old 07-22-2016, 11:47 PM #371
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Thank you Heavenly Father

You are listening
As a call is all it took
You know what I think
You know what I needed
You answered a prayer
Just with that one phone call
You reveal yourself
You are around me
And made my day
Thank you Heavenly Father
Showing me I'm heard
Forgive Heavenly Father
I was gifted
Only You and I know
In my prayer
Just a phone call
Heard I am
Love
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Old 07-26-2016, 07:39 AM #372
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For my blessings I thank you

Handing over where I am powerless over to you Heavenly Father
Keeping true to myself
Being honest with myself
Trying to love myself
Let You in quicker than quick
You are my rock
My foundation
Make me solid in my making
I have Your promises
Your shepherd I am
Let them hear Your message
Through me
Let them see my strength is built in my
Faith in You
Hope that all will be as it is
With You at my side
Wash over me
Make me strong
Grant me strength in all forms
May my Spirit be filled with joy and happiness
Watch over my family Heavenly Father
In Jesus name
Through him all can change
Bless this troubled world
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Old 08-02-2016, 07:42 PM #373
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Default Struggling with pain

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Thank you for my gifts blessings

Having reached an age when one reaches yet another plateau
Aware of who I am
And what my purpose is
As your shepherd I am there when need be
Stepping back from situations I have zero control of
People persons our young
All can have a very distorted view of the truth
Mental illness a blessing when understood
Not much of that in our world
In you I trust
You have delivered your promise
I have the strength through you
Blessed I have been chosen to be their mother
I have so much to offer
It is my blessing to have come this far with all that you know
and what I have done and who I am today
May my blessings help others
My experience touch others
My strength to encourage when I have been down
Blessings we overlook
In simplicity I am my best
In you I trust
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Blessings till the end of the day

Able to retire this evening
Knowing there is hope
Blessed to have the comfort
from another who has put others before
them self
And to have empathy genuine care for another
To be part of their life and have made a lifetime friend
Is my gift from you Heavenly Father
No accidents here
Just honest pure concern for one another
Gives me hope
Blessings received
How wonder the feeling is
Thank you
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Old 08-08-2016, 10:13 AM #375
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thank you for the blessings i receive in my day

may it be
having to learn not all is to be accepted
only for certain
i can hold Your hand
and know You will never let go
how happy evil would be if I let go
You have been constant in my life
have answered my prayers
a mother who has no love for her own
to be taken as a threat
rather than support and hold on to me
this was never the case
to have married three times
all in the name of money
the root of all evil
instead of being happy for her children
is jealous
to have two of three daughters
who have made it this far without
HANGING ON SOMEONE and depending on another
to take care of them
to lie steal cheat is all i can remember
now we have grown
and we have our own lives
and still not accepted for who i am
i do not like having to try and try and try
when in the end a relationship she wants conditional
all my life
hoping for a mother
all my life
cry at times for a missing mother
a mother i have become
many to have wanted me and my children
though never trusting a man
as far back as my first love should have been my father and mother
instead i we suffered at the hands of both
something a child should never have to endure
leaving at seventeen from a father ho was mentally ill
abusing me and my middle sister
a mother who seen watched heard and not do anything
yet the little girl inside of me has been on a mission all her entire life
and here i am
in Your loving arms
have come back home
to YOU
holding you i must
persons around me
trying to pull me down with them
my children
who i love
having to let go is the hardest thing i have ever had to do
they know i will never abandon them
i just cannot live in the chaos as i try to escape it
i am followed
i was married once
once was enough
i had babies to raise
did the best i possibly could
a short lived yet alcohol problem enough to do damage to them
i turned my life around and turned to You once again
to have lived this long and not have the help i should have gotten with my babies
only YOU know Heavenly Father
again letting go of a mother who is feeling her mortality
and still not willing to be real
blame i do not
if there be blame it be on me
allowing myself to let others hurt me
not anymore
i find honesty and truth not my truth just the truth period
is a very difficult thing for many people around me and in the world
to say i have blessings are few from those i once loved
to have tried to heal the hurt
and only have salt wash over the wound
never to heal
i have come to rebuke much in my life
letting go of blood family has been the end result
and that child be my worry
a open mother i always am
perfect by far as i am human
and have had to humble myself
in order to heal just enough to make it
mothers may they be good ones or terrible ones
still a mother
i pray my children can see the choices i have made
the sacrifices i endured
were always to better myself for my children
as i put them first in all my decision making
now i have my grandchild
another generation to raise
in this cruel ugly world masking the beauty behind it all
i am a good daughter a great mother a true friend
and all that matters
my brother walked in silence carrying his cross
for my sins and the sins of the world
let me humbly try to do the same
in Jesus name
blessed i have YOU in my heart
first and foremost
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Old 08-14-2016, 09:53 AM #376
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Thank you for the blessings I receive in my day

Having prayers answered
Alive You are in me
Holding on as You drive my train
Strength You give in my day
Blessings I thank You for
You are my rock
My savior
My everything
May I continue to walk with Jesus Christ
and be constant in my life
May this world come to believe
As in all my blessings are my lessons
In Jesus I trust
In God I believe
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Old 08-15-2016, 10:40 AM #377
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Default all around me

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thank you for my blessings

needing the inner strength more than ever
holding on as tightly as i can
not feeling well myself today
will be at my doctor in a couple of days
till then Heavenly Father
keep me safe as i am frightened
my body has been failing me with concerning issues
my blood pressure through the roof
trying to keep calm
in Jesus name
like a wave
wash over me bringing calm to this soul
turning all over
two calls in the early morning
first my child
and the other my mother in the hospital
surrounded by so so much
out of my control
bless us all serenity
i trust You
now and forever
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Old 08-17-2016, 08:57 AM #378
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Thank you for the blessings in my day

Heavenly Father
I understand she is the only one to make it work
All the help that is offered means nothing if SHE does not make it work
Only she can make it happen
I don't want to bury my child
I will not do it
WILL NOT
Giving it over to You is the only answer
I am asking Heavenly Father
Keep her alive
Let her see the light
The father living a corrupt life
My grandchild I need to protect
This family in such turmoil
In a never ending tornado
Picking up everything in its path
No forgiving
Destruction all abound
And I trying to keep us safe
In the strength of Your protection
Your cloth cover us in safety
Help me
A ask in Jesus name
Help me
Keep me alive and strengthen me physically
I will need it
I hurt all over
As new painful bruises develop
Strengthen me
Heavenly Father
Just got off the phone with my baby sister
Offering her a roof over her head
She needs to stop making excuses
And surrender 100%
Not 99.999
100% period
Jesus I ask You
I do not have savings
I have no money to get the necessary
Required uniform or clothing for Eva
What am I to do
Mother must help
Yet cannot she needs to get better so she can hold a job
Not to make excuses
But do it
Until then I will do the best I can
And that's all I can do
Holding of for dear life
In Jesus name
Bless us all
Amen
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Thank you for the blessings in my day

Heavenly Father
Let me praise all I am gifted with
Let me stay focused on what's important
Let me use my tongue wisely and never be sharp
Let me be guided into the light
Let the light distinguish the dark
Let me remember always in Your name I trust
and believe
Let me see and enjoy what is left and not be weary of the past
Let me see the end result in a positive way
Let me rebuke and evil that tries and try he does to penetrate my soul
Let me not give my power away
Let me continue to be empowered by your words
Let me awaken from this evil bondage of depression much of it situational
Let me let go and let God
Let me continue to be the best person I can be to your creatures
all that lives
Let the evil that lurks waiting for someone to be at their most vulnerable time
Let me spread Your word where ever I can
Let me heal from the inside out
Let me never forget
You never Left me
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Default Waking up with my angels

Father
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Thank you for my blessings

Holding on with all my might
Never letting go

Hoping in the near future
All will be okay

Have this feeling
Trying hard to shake it

And again I have another day
Things just might change

Holding on for dear life
For I don't want to go

My family
Who needs me
Let me fill their day with Your love

The time I have left
As my angels watch over me

Bring me Hope
That they find true happiness
Through You

I know You live in me
As I awake in this world
Let me not be afraid
As I hold on for dear life
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