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05-06-2014, 10:57 PM | #31 | |||
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Your words sooth my heart some you have me pegged thank you for the support it sucks when things just pile on and the mound never seems to move Yet the fear of the unknown and the wait well you know of course You and all here do allow me to share and know as you have already reached out For this is God at work through persons such as yourself who has an understanding And in it all for sure is a reason My love to you my friend my shoulder as well Forever Me
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05-07-2014, 11:43 AM | #32 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary thank you for another day going to bed crying waking up crying is not a good thing to work myself up is senseless yet there still are no definitive answer yet i have a hard time as it is yet i want to educate myself so in the company of my doctor i have an understanding of what he is saying this is what i do try to get as much information about my diagnosis this past January i want so badly for the pain i feel in my lumbar area that is active not be the worse case scenario secondary cancer of the bone primary my breast cancer crying crying crying just increases all the bad things that are happening to have two surgeon tell me will not do surgery "to many things are going on" OKAY what the blank does that mean here now a doctor has taken me on as a new patient not brushing off my diagnosis Father help him show him what must be done "i am a very interesting case" he will not stop this means the world to me i do not want to be a burden nor do i want to die prematurely oh what a horrible feeling this is it is so hard to sit idle and wonder Father i lack happiness i don't mean my children or grandchild all are my joy but the happiness that shows on my face not the frown sadness unknown fear all poison it is recommended i entertain the pool something we already do and it does do wonders looking forward to it your Love should be enough i need help i must find happiness if i continue to feel as i do i bring everyone else down hence isolation in my room wondering wondering what next thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven AMEN!
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05-07-2014, 02:08 PM | #33 | |||
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My name is Jesika ,I'm not exactly in you group forums but I always enjoy reading and practicing my faith through you guys,a nice group,I don't pray or write like you,but I do have faith and know everyday we are alive enjoying the sunshine or rain is a blessing ,thanks for reminding us that !
By the way my forum normally is rsd/crps but for certain rules we can't post messages like yours so I'm glad I'm doing here and hope you guys don't mind,thanks for praying and for blessing each and everyone here,God bless you all as well and I thank my Lord for let me everyday live believing in his promise that one day we all going to be pain free and without any worries,he sent his only son to die and resurrect so we can be sin free thru him and his words ,I missed this so much,blessing to all of you and keep believing ,from Jesika ( eevo)
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05-07-2014, 07:24 PM | #34 | |||
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this is the power of LOVE for one another true love for one another to have to live in today's world isn't easy but the power of JESUS CHRIST our SAVIOR who sits at the right hand of our FATHER and MOTHER MARY who suffered ultimate pain as she watched her son die for us our sins why we suffer as we do know how special you are the power of FAITH to know there are persons out there who relate Jesus Christ oh to have seen him as human to want to feel him in SPIRIT to yearn the good feeling in the end when you make the connection with other here and for that you are a Blessing hello me
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05-07-2014, 08:50 PM | #35 | |||
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I noticed is been a hard and long way for you to be walking,also I'm sure all those days you never had walk alone,Jesus !our Lord had hold your hand every single time and he will continue walking next to you ,carry you every time you feel like falling,washing your tears away when you cry,he is there,.
I'm glad and appreciate your words,means so much to me ,also being bless everyday by trying to keep leaving in this condition but always with faith in my heart,God bless your kindness and your beautiful soul,I'm sure he had put you in many peoples ways and lives for a reason,to me the most simple but difficult for some others,to believe in God,his son and our mother ,that's the most simple way to describe what living with faith means,to,believe. with all my respect and deep appreciation blessings to all as well ,from Jesika.
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05-08-2014, 07:11 PM | #36 | |||
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The bloodwork will be done Tuesday I will be tested for several other cancer markers for one of three Be there my Brother hold me tight Squeeze me that the wind is pushed out of me Father be there to breath the life back into me Mother watch my babies as I find out what is going on The scan will be done when I go to the Dr. who took the oath leave no stone unturned Dad you know what your family is going through watch over them if that be the only thing you do
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05-10-2014, 10:40 AM | #37 | ||
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Eva, You are always in my prayers. Gerry |
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05-10-2014, 02:06 PM | #38 | |||
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what in the world is she up to its done over fallen apart i told her my family comes to me first and she has the nerve to call and wish me and my daughter Christine happy mothers day is she nuts calls me from her job taking care of and old lady doing the same sneaky thing calling me in secret SECRET HER WHOLE LIFE WITH ME HER ELDEST CHILD SECRET this was for what Father what did she want out of secret lies what hasn't she learned all she did was mistakenly birthed us never to love us but to lean on all her life left me in charge watching my baby sister i was under 5 all this you know father why the **** did she call we share nothing i owe her nothing i want nothing why the **** did she call the salt is burning my open wounded heart she continues to operate as she always has the family is not hers to mess with yet she continues to and where do i shove this turd to painful to even touch her lies lies lies lies lies lies may they go with her they are her lies keep me clear minded not to care not to cry not to feel i do not want her to infect me anymore she is my evil being any part of her i wish out of me my doors were always open to her she chose to never use it this much i told her after reminding her the family has fallen apart and all she has to say i know what the **** does she know what the **** did she ******* call me for
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05-11-2014, 06:14 AM | #39 | |||
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Dear Gerry
Sending you happy mother day wish Thank you for being there Hope life has settled in a way you can deal with everyday adversities Way too much going on here I have Corissa to help And Eva now with us on a permanent level I have to keep it together for them if anything Hope you get to enjoy some yummy chocolate Love Me
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05-11-2014, 06:28 AM | #40 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Mother Oh mother Father forgive me and my harbored feelings Forgive this angry me from hurting anyone This is not my wish just to be left alone Not to be so angry I am sorry Mother Mary Who suffered ultimate pain For Jesus to have been loved by you Not just wonder but know what was to come I am sorry as my behavior is out the window Making my meeting this morning Hoping to feel a room filled with your spirit Amen
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