And how many times
 

In my day can I remember to say thank Heavenly Father
Thank you my blessings blinded by my will
Let you'd be done
Amen

My body failing me
 

Having to be responsible for myself
And now little Eva in my life
Thank you for the love the exudes from her
Blessed I am in many ways
I who's I could remember and not forget
There is hope that things could change
For I'm being told by Heavenly Father
Enough
My body is talking to me
Enough
I must hold onto all the blessings bestowed upon me
Amen

Focusing
 

On all the blessings
In my day
It all is in the hands of Heavenly Father
I must trust him
I may not understand
But know it is real and true
Thank you Jesus
Me

To all
 

It took a long time
But my time with Heavenly Father has made it way into my heart and soul
My it happen to you
It is an awesome feeling of calm
To all I haven’t seen in much time
May you all be doing better than better
Dave
I think of you often
Many
Blessings for all
Thank you God
Mother Mary
Amen

May the blessings wash
 

Over the world
Bring peace and love
Into your heart
Spread it
Give it away
Let it fly
Like the birds fly free
Let the Love grow
Heavenly Father
Lay your hands on us all
As we sing in joy and welcome Jesus Christ into our heart
As his birth from Virgin Mary
Who will watch her son suffer for our freedom into his world
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
In my heart you love lives
Amen

To focus
 

Not stray so easily
So much to do for the project is due
To have extra hands
No one to be found
All have their own thing they are doing
I left to do it with her
Will she remember what we did for Valentine’s Day
Blessings are that I can do it with her
Not to be that kid who isn’t prepared
We finished
Got it done
Alone
Blessings
Stating focused
Me

So blessed to say HELLO. I e been a member for a few years but disappear, S one does every now and again.

So nice to come back and see old friends,

Saffy,
So good to hear from you. How are you? I remember you were dealing with some issues that were difficult.

Hope things are in a better place.


Gerry

Gosh it’s been so long - and been so long since I replied to this.

I’m alive ... I have a warm house ... I am lucky.

I have been diagnosed with CRPS in my right hand and arm and after a collarbone break, which was repaired with a hook and sling and plates and pins, has been causing problems which ... are probably CRPS.

Went to the surgeon (it’s now 2 years since the operation) and he had said he would remove the plate and pins in the break was healed but ... he said because the hook snapped )two weeks after I’d had it put in) that the ligaments would all need to be lifted and repaired and they would have to lift them up ... and the force of that may break the collarbone again. He’d also have to cut some of the bone off of the top of my shoulder end ... all in all, he said any trauma to my body would likely result in the spread of CRPS.

Pah ... I am lucky ... I have a warm home and I dont have to work.

Try
 

To ba kind to yourself
We tend to do do and over do
Then when we try and relax all he’ll breaks loose
The body feels like a train hit us
You take care and try and be kind to yourself
To think at 49 my life changed overnight forever
Just like that and the battle continues
It has come to define me if I let it
And I won’t
My your days be merry and bright
Much love 💕
Me