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05-11-2014, 09:25 PM | #41 | |||
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Me and my granddaughter 2014 Mothers Day
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05-11-2014, 09:29 PM | #42 | |||
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Me and baby Eva again having fun on the beach
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05-11-2014, 09:52 PM | #43 | |||
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my happy mothers day plus a picture of all three of my girls on Easter
decided after my morning meeting let's go to the beach temp in the 80's did it in an hour time Eva's first time Looooooved it wants to go back dear Father don't take me when i'm needed most we were at the beach destroyed by Sandy a place they grew up at when at the shore its's been almost 4 years now sine last time Christy revitalized N.J. shore i am really out of shape 140 lbs 2 years ago Cancer at my best at 150 i am 180 lbs could use to loose 20 hoping to with the baby at the pool made myself an awesome day no traffic home it was great took an hour back stopped at the diner Mommy works at she is in the middle of my three girls in the third picture hope to sleep good tonight my body is killing me miss the sand under my feet Eva Corissa Sara enjoyed their time with me
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05-12-2014, 10:24 AM | #44 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary thank you for another day Sweet Mother what was she thinking it did not resonate till we got home on our way down Sareve turns and asks me are you okay mom said yeah why well it's unlike you to just pick up and do something like this are you planning to do something to yourself like what i thought it hits me she was asking if i was going to take myself out i assured her i would never do that ever it is something i needed to do for myself know one else was fixing on doing it for me The baby comes in my room this morning says mimma i loved the beach it was awesome she so wanted to go on the adult rides but oh Mother what a ride down the shore to smell the ocean sea gulls picking up shells rocks one nicer than the next i ask her what was the best she says the water it was worth i must do more often Corissa says i had a great time but it's so not you to do things just like that told her maybe i should do it much more often thank you for yesterday and will make more of them Amen
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05-13-2014, 07:38 AM | #45 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary thank you for another day today a very important day my sister i coming to draw my blood the works will be done i will hug my new doctor when i see him he will let me know what the heck is going on with this body bring it back to life Father let this body roar like it did not too long ago make all well i beg you Father i have so much to do to help this family and all that is is to allow me to be there when needed Amen my blessings in my day are to come my your day be awesome!
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05-15-2014, 07:12 AM | #46 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Thank you for another day My sis will be here at 11:00 Nervous but ready to find out what's up Father let all be well Please
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05-15-2014, 11:52 PM | #47 | |||
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Eva, our amazingly strong Eva, you are in my prayers. I pray that today and the coming weekend with your sister and family is peaceful, the stress of having the blood taken and the then expected time period where you all will be awaiting an answer will raise emotions to an all time high. Sadly for us all often when we are under additional emotional stress it seems some of (not all) our loved ones inevitably let us down in some unimaginable way. You will remain in my thoughts until we all hear from you. Be strong and take extra care to be safe in your home over this stressful coming week. You know of what I'm referring to.
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05-16-2014, 06:04 AM | #48 | |||
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I will heed to the warning My goodness may my open journal Help others As you have me Blessings in a big way Father Almighty be with us at this trying time and the love and care be my saving Grace Many many blessings Amen
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05-18-2014, 11:14 AM | #49 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary thank you for another day thy will be done Father help me pull the darkness from my brain the voice in my head as i write and find the words there are times when i am weary and i fall to tears each time i cry i get closer and closer to you i wonder why it has been the way it has been hope that in the end your glorious son Jesus Christ his mother Mary to have lived as human and teach in Spirit to have been around at the time your son walked this earth sent here by you to save us from ourselves like when i'm weak in Spirit i find i Thirst for you i crave your spirit i am alone i wonder will i ever have the opportunity to love another human someone i can count on someone who will look at me and not be afraid of my inner strengths you have given me let that special someone in my life my heart is so cold my blessings i receive daily i thank you for my grandchild nor my children are whom i not speak of my physical extension you used my body honored me with motherhood to bring your children into this world i thank you my love of you is real my body reacts my mind reacts my spirit becomes alive to keep it going i try i ask you to help me understand why i must be alone in all this why is there not someone to hold me touch me look into my eyes and see my soul to really look into my eyes and love me for what one will find if you look into my eyes Father this body weary a cane to hold me up as the ability becomes harder and harder not to fall my gait is not working well wishing it were "drunkin love" each day i wake i thank you each night that comes i thank you my knees and feet hurt so badly last night all i could do was cry cry cry what i hope to find out Thursday is i do not have "metastatic disease" i beg you Father squeeze the sickness out of me and breath in new life of painless physically that wants to rob me spiritually yet i stay connected by the Grace of God my dog to some just a animal for some for me my friend for me dedication for a healer my reason to continue to get the love would look into my eyes and just know now where he needs to ultimately be with my epileptic baby 33 will not bring s child into the world for all medication she was on for the amount of time and just the last of her 10 year depression and finally got her fire back is a miracle in itself to have gone through the what if's all the surgeries blessings from our dog to hold him to love him is the closest she will allow herself it would be to selfish of her she says to bring a child into this world with her life i understand blessings to our pet thanking him as a pup to have given such unconditional companionship for us humans i miss him and love him Father i have but faith in YOU that you did send us our lord as we know You are Lord God and i thank you having Blessed us sins debt free and that is if WE believe as i do forgive us as we are sinners Amen blessings are all around us open yourself up and hold on to It as long as you can LOVE to the world me
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05-19-2014, 07:22 AM | #50 | |||
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Brother Mother Mary Thank you for another day "He will appear a second time Apart from sin But for salvation" Hebrews 9 Verse 28 I have had a pretty hard day My child I give a place to lay her weary body and head After coming home from work She picked up after she was done now I have gotten to the point She will not destroy and let a fourth generation become entangled into a Total loss No doubt Little Eva loves She stayed up as long as her body could stand it and fell asleep finally "waiting up for mommy" I am a smart loving mother After her negligent behavior I waited till this morning calming asking her "At what point did you say to yourself I'm going to pick up? Just curious Asking kindly leave out the bull turd I told her Do not forget who your talking too With all the help I have to offer is first for my grandchild Who I reminded her I was saddened to hear pregnant And after two who did not come into this world KILLS ME So to say Christine was in a good self sufficient young beautiful way was not the case And now I am the one appointed one to care for her This another crutch of an excuse I explained you must be sober before ANYTHING until then to kindly arrange for a place to stay Eva is who I am thinking of as she chooses to be incapable of watching her It took her a half an hour to come from lobby to 19th floor She just came in the room Saying there is a room for rent I said whatever needs to be done No an easy desion to make but must Father in this whirlwind of a storm that doesn't show any let up not to stay focused She cannot use any excuse she tries to come up with Oh Father Help her stop It will be forth generation And I will try to protect her Amen Please Amen
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