I noticed is been a hard and long way for you to be walking,also I'm sure all those days you never had walk alone,Jesus !our Lord had hold your hand every single time and he will continue walking next to you ,carry you every time you feel like falling,washing your tears away when you cry,he is there,.
I'm glad and appreciate your words,means so much to me ,also being bless everyday by trying to keep leaving in this condition but always with faith in my heart,God bless your kindness and your beautiful soul,I'm sure he had put you in many peoples ways and lives for a reason,to me the most simple but difficult for some others,to believe in God,his son and our mother ,that's the most simple way to describe what living with faith means,to,believe.
with all my respect and deep appreciation blessings to all as well ,from Jesika.

Father

The bloodwork will be done Tuesday
I will be tested for several other
cancer markers for one of three
Be there my Brother hold me tight
Squeeze me that the wind is pushed out of me
Father be there to breath the life back into me
Mother watch my babies as I find out what
is going on
The scan will be done when I go to the
Dr. who took the oath leave no stone
unturned
Dad you know what your family is going through
watch over them if that be the only thing you do

Eva,

You are always in my prayers.


Gerry

Dear Gerry
Sending you happy mother day wish
Thank you for being there
Hope life has settled in a way
you can deal with everyday adversities
Way too much going on here
I have Corissa to help
And Eva now with us on a permanent level
I have to keep it together for them if anything
Hope you get to enjoy some yummy chocolate
Love
Me

Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Mother
Oh mother
Father forgive me and my harbored
feelings
Forgive this angry me
from hurting anyone
This is not my wish
just to be left alone
Not to be so angry
I am sorry

Mother Mary
Who suffered ultimate pain
For Jesus to have been loved by you
Not just wonder but know what was to come
I am sorry as my behavior is out the window
Making my meeting this morning
Hoping to feel a room filled with your spirit
Amen

Me and my granddaughter 2014 Mothers Day

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Me and baby Eva again having fun on the beach

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Father

what in the world is she up to
its done over fallen apart i told her
my family comes to me first
and she has the nerve to call and wish me
and my daughter Christine happy mothers day
is she nuts
calls me from her job taking care of and old lady
doing the same sneaky thing
calling me in secret

SECRET

HER WHOLE LIFE WITH ME HER ELDEST CHILD

SECRET

this was for what Father
what did she want out of secret lies
what hasn't she learned
all she did was mistakenly
birthed us
never to love us
but to lean on all her life
left me in charge watching my
baby sister
i was under 5
all this you know father
why the **** did she call
we share nothing
i owe her nothing
i want nothing
why the **** did she call
the salt is burning my open wounded heart
she continues to operate as she always has
the family is not hers to mess with
yet she continues to
and where do i shove this turd
to painful to even touch
her lies lies lies lies lies lies
may they go with her
they are her lies
keep me clear minded
not to care not to cry not to feel
i do not want her to infect me anymore
she is my evil being
any part of her i wish out of me
my doors were always open to her
she chose to never use it
this much i told her
after reminding her
the family has fallen apart
and all she has to say
i know
what the **** does she know
what the **** did she ******* call me for