Eva,

You are always in my prayers.


Gerry

Dear Gerry
Sending you happy mother day wish
Thank you for being there
Hope life has settled in a way
you can deal with everyday adversities
Way too much going on here
I have Corissa to help
And Eva now with us on a permanent level
I have to keep it together for them if anything
Hope you get to enjoy some yummy chocolate
Love
Me

Father
Brother
Mother Mary

Mother
Oh mother
Father forgive me and my harbored
feelings
Forgive this angry me
from hurting anyone
This is not my wish
just to be left alone
Not to be so angry
I am sorry

Mother Mary
Who suffered ultimate pain
For Jesus to have been loved by you
Not just wonder but know what was to come
I am sorry as my behavior is out the window
Making my meeting this morning
Hoping to feel a room filled with your spirit
Amen

Me and my granddaughter 2014 Mothers Day

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Me and baby Eva again having fun on the beach

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my happy mothers day plus a picture of all three of my girls on Easter
decided after my morning meeting let's go to the beach
temp in the 80's did it in an hour time
Eva's first time Looooooved it
wants to go back
dear Father don't take me when i'm needed most
we were at the beach destroyed by Sandy
a place they grew up at when at the shore
its's been almost 4 years now sine last time Christy revitalized N.J. shore
i am really out of shape 140 lbs 2 years ago Cancer
at my best at 150
i am 180 lbs could use to loose 20 hoping to with the baby at the pool
made myself an awesome day no traffic home it was great took an hour back
stopped at the diner Mommy works at she is in the middle of my three girls
in the third picture
hope to sleep good tonight
my body is killing me
miss the sand under my feet
Eva Corissa Sara enjoyed their time with me

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Father
Brother
Mother Mary

thank you for another day

Sweet Mother
what was she thinking
it did not resonate
till we got home
on our way down Sareve
turns and asks me
are you okay mom
said yeah why
well it's unlike
you
to
just pick up and do something
like this
are you planning to do something
to yourself
like what i thought
it hits me
she was asking if i was
going to take myself out
i assured her i would never do that
ever
it is something i needed to do
for myself
know one else was fixing on doing
it for me

The baby comes in my room this morning
says
mimma
i loved the beach
it was awesome
she so wanted to go on the adult rides
but oh Mother what a ride
down the shore
to smell the ocean
sea gulls picking up shells
rocks one nicer than the next
i ask her what was the best
she says the water
it was worth i must do more often

Corissa says
i had a great time
but it's so not you to do things
just like that
told her maybe
i should do it
much more often

thank you for yesterday
and will make more of them
Amen