I hope all is ok with you Eva. Let us know

I was thinking that myself.
HB

Father
Brother
Mother Mary

thank you for another day

today i will have all my family with me
minus my boy
to the pool we go
mommy and her four babies
only they aren't babies anymore
but for Eva
my mind my soul troubled
with the constant fear of
what's going to happen next
there is no sense of ease
i miss my dog so badly
he would be loving this
sad body my dog
i miss him terribly
Father may Your Spirit be felt
as i have a day with my girls
Brother come into our day
pull us closer in every way
as i speak of the Father
to my dear family here on NT
may your days be filled with
happiness laughter joy to all
for my friends who understand me
for the ones who suffer in more
ways than one
may Jesus Christ our Savior
God the Father be forever
present in our lives
having Faith is the only way
i pray for anyone who feels alone
know you are never alone
it is a difficult road i travel
and i need help
Brother help me
help us
thank you Mother
thank you
i Jesus name
amen

Father
Brother
Mother Mary

my child to my granddaughter
was high
in no condition to be with her
daughter
the wish was broken
my eldest driven home
and we just came back home
it was a very sad tearful day

i called her this morning
we shall try it again today

no sense in asking for your blessing
my wish was broken
i have no one
my family broken into thousands of pieces
my memories
mostly horror stories
makes me think my past lineage
must have done something
awfully terrible
and we all suffer
Father
let this not be so
i am a sane person
living an insane life
save my children
spare them
we are going to try this
again minus one of my girls
Father keep a close watch over
all of us
in the name of Jesus Christ
amen

Dear Eva-
So much need in those whom you love
and then there is the need you know as well
May you be blessed, this is my prayer
in all things
in family who to this day to things which are beyond comprehension
in your body that pain be pushed away
in your spirit that it be buoyed up by the Father who watches over us
and may you feel the comfort of being held in the familiar soft flannel shirt covered arms of His surrounding love
Amen,
M56

oh my dear friend

so much so much
pain
keeping the faith
can't stop wondering
why such misery
why this feeling of doom
and i wake every day
praying to the Father
please release me from
this pain
so much taken
it hurts so badly
so badly
no option
i have to keep going
little Eva needs me
as do my children
my youngest needs to go
to NA meetings
oh the sadness
me

as a mother
help me strengthen
my heart
as a mother
help me protect
and let them see
as a mother
help me understand
how to live when your children
are suffering
as a mother
who suffered ultimate pain
guide my
bless me with your strength
in your Sons name
Jesus
bless this family
with hope
Love is unconditional
may i do right
and not harm
i trust in You Brother
me

peace to all
amen