With faith and hope that it doesn’t hurt so badly
I have to take care of myself and throughout the day
Thank my Father
Thank him throughout my day
So much negativity in this life
I have no time for
Evil working overtime
My mind has the ability to rid of the pain yet not without my Father
Human I am a good person I try to be
I cry in the shower so no one can hear me
But Heavenly Father knows all
Every single hair on my head
I need surgery on my chest
On my right shoulder
Enough already
Enough
All having pain hurt this precious body
It has and continues to go through much having to manage much myself
Four grown spoiled brats
Four children I have
May they take their unhappiness out on me the only one who followed through good bad indifferent
I stuck it ou and gave up much for them
As only my Father knows
I have no more room for the pain they inflict upon me
No more no more
I have my grandchild who’s parents are nuts
Truly nuts with mental illness
To get a call from my daughter why I only can think to stir me up with what you may wonder
“I think I’m pregnant”
My heart just dropped
A time I should be joyful
But she has no home to call her own
I have custody of my precious grandchild who I’m her everything
I have to make her life have meaning
A high honor student recognized as being gifted just received again her award for excellence in her academic work
I the only one there she couldn’t take her eyes off me
Blessed I am to have fallen in love with this child
She has had a horrible beginning when her mother walks out the bathroom so high so incoherent my youngest to call the ambulance
She was just weeks old
And it never stopped
It’s going on eight years
So with hope faith and prayers we do on our way to school
May our day always have Heavenly Father in our hearts
Blessed
Yes
Blessed