Hi everyone,

...thank you for replying...
Right now I've deleted the part where I write the illness in my profile because I've gotten a lot of annoying messages asking for details...anyhow, this has been my problem for 5 months, I am seeking help. however, I am only 26 and I'm not made of stone..

There is nothing ELSE wrong with me...I'm "like-able".
I do realise it's hard for a relationship to subsist on daily BJ, but if I may say so, if a guy were to really like me, he could accept the situation.

I hate online dating, but with my life consumed by hospital visits and studying, I don't have the opportunity to meet other people than my 19yo colleagues.