I'm ready to just give up...the bank called yesterday I need to come with five thousand dollars by the end of next month to keep the house and my vehicle.
When I talked to them they already have a pick up order on the truck but on "good faith" will sell it for me.


I've had enough, all my savings, retirement, life policies are gone...and to beat the drum I now have an eye infection. My best friend of fifty years is having surgery today and I can't be there because I have no insurance on my vehicle.

My husband has been looking for a job for over a year and not much luck.
I'm ready for that one bedroom apartment in the middle of nowhere, without a phone, tv or anything that costs money. The only reason I still have internet is because it is also connected to the phone.

But, I know just as sure as I know its raining...things could be a whole lot worse...so I will keep hanging in there and whatever happens will happen...
BTW...my house is also in my sister's name...when it came time for her to pay on the house for three years, she changed her mind. Still, she is my sister, so guess she will have a bad debt showing on her report.

Yep, if I thought I could drown in the rain I might go stand outside...but with my luck, it would probably stop raining.

You folks remember to do something good for yourself today and just for the heck of it, give someone a hug and a smile. You never know when they just might need it.