I have been a crappy mood lately (don't know why really) but the kids have really been acting up, there fighting all the time, calling each other really bad names, it's been so hot that they don't even want to play outside. DH has been working a lot so he hasn't been dealing with the kids so I have to deal with them most of the time. My SX's are acting up, I'm sure a lot of it has to do with the stress, I'm trying REALLY hard to not let anything get to me.

Than this crap with my mom, BTW she still hasn't called me and I'm NOT calling her. I'm not letting this get to me but I really feel for her sister, she's sick and I know she must just worry 24/7 about my mom. I love my aunt a lot and don't want her worrying her shelf over this.

Than tonight DH is also in a really bad mood, he yelled at the kids a lot because they were really acting up at dinner, he didn't even sit down with us and eat. Than after dinner while I was doing the dishes (by hand, the dishwasher broke yesterday) the 4 year old starts crying from his room and before I could get in there DH was already there. Well the 5 year old stuck something in the 4 years old ear. I go back there to look in his ear to make sure it's OK and DH yells at me that while I was in the kitchen doing the dishes that I could hear the 4 year old crying and did nothing about it. OMG, he was in bed watching TV in the room right next to the little boys! Well DH really blow up when I yelled back at him and he stormed out of the house.

Oh goody, as I'm typing this at 10:15pm someone on our street is doing fireworks. Well we are in the city so I hope someone calls the cops on them if they keep doing it.


RRRRRRrrrrrrrrrrrrr, while I was here fixing a typo 4 of the kids go up and are running all over the house!

And this is really hard not having anyone that understands MCS to talk with.



Just a little update, it's now an hour later from when I posted this. 3 of the kids are STILL up and fight if I'm not standing over them and DH still isn't back home.