Still no decision yet. The judge just returned today. The clerk told me today that the judge should make a decision today after his hearings and I should be notified before the end of the week. I am soooooo stressed! My hearing went very well (I think) and according to the disability law I am eligible and proven medical history. I was referred by my therapist to an hospital because my condition has gotten worse (severe depression and anxiety (to the point I get sick). I would like to know what is going on with my case before that happens. I have no money at all and have kids. I don't qualify for social services money because you need to be able to work and I can't. The process for cash application takes months. I am soooo upset right now. I believe and feel that I will be approved...its just taking soooo long.

I'm sorry LDD.

The wait is horrible. I was lucky enough to have another income in the household while I was waiting, so we could scrape by. I can't imagine how difficult it must be for you right now.

Do you have family or friends that can care for the kids if you require hospitalization ?

Finz

My kids are adults so they won't require anyone to care for them....shoots they take care of me! My youngest is 18. I hate that my condition has taken so much of a toll on them and they suffer for our lack. We have no support system at all. They are too young to be going through life like this. I hate it! They are great kids. I am supposed to go tonight to the hospital (not sure). I am trying to make sure that they have food and won't worry while I am gone. I have never been hospitalized for this before so I don't know how long I will be there. I know its for the best though. I just don't want them to worry so much about me.

I hope they are able to figure out a better treatment plan while you are in patient.

Take care ! My prayers for your improvement.

Thank you Finz!!!