hello all,
took a while for meds to kick in, the weather has been awful here. i drink coffee, dr's recommend (interventional pain management. he performed the discogram c2-c3,c3-c4,c4-c5,c5-c6, under fluoroscopic guidance and who also administrated 2 cortizone injections) to alleviate my daily headaches that comes from the pain in my neck and some.
coffee, good thing i enjoy coffee, not easily made, it takes hands that behave. i go to the pain doctor today, it seems as though my surgeon just continues ignoring my calls. his behavior is inexcusable and although his secretary listens and assures me he receives them, has even her to the point of "eva i don't what more i can do a you are absolutely right he is out of line". called this morning, was told he was in surgery. i asked, "will i receive my script today" i was only given a 2 day supply of pain meds from er visit due to 2 days 0 pain meds. his office is aware of this and "HE" still has not called. i know he gets it. i want to speak what's on my mind, like how could you let one suffer like this? shame on him. i did not go into this blindly, i have always done my homework, a compliant patient, followed his orders while he preformed 2 surgeries with a 75% chance of most not all pain relief. i would take back the pain i had before any surgery. i am mortified at my doctors behavior, and oh well, i may be a disappointment to his "ego" but it is me left maimed and left with more pain than ever before. it will be interesting, i wonder how long it will take him to return a call,(pick any message i dare him) i haven't been given a follow up appointment. as for my returning back working he gave thumbs up via my daughter, well i would like the opportunity to express that you need thumbs that work, in order for that, using a pencil is how i'm typing and it is taking forever. I AM GRATEFUL FOR MANY REASONS, FINDING YOU ALL DOES HELP MORE THAN YOU COULD IMAGINE! i am certainly not alone. this weather is killing me! can anyone else predict the weather via your pains! lol

feel the best you can!
if we could only laugh all day
thanks a whole bunch for the support
eva