[eva5667faliure]

good day all

i spent the weekend with my baby boy oliver (our 9lb.dog)
i was forced 2 give him 2 my eldest
my new apt. does not allow animals
i could not hold him without difficulties
i do want 2 say, the change in my pain medication has allowed me 2 sleep
and not 2 be woken up by my pain is a wonderful blessing
however, i do not like what is going on, still trying 2 figure out "why"
i am just beside myself that the doctor still hasn't called in regards 2 my differences in pupils, drives me nuts
before my son-in-law and daughter picked us up
i had reason 2 call the office, for a note, my job needs it 2 extend my medical coverage, and because he has been ignoring my request 2 speak with him, he will have no choice but 2 see me on 10-18-11
i am certain it will be eventful
i will have my advocate (daughter) with me and hopefully be able 2 remain diplomatic and calm
till then, my situation slowly but surely is getting worse by the day, but then again the weather has been very poopy
i want 2 share of a very uncomfortable gut feeling i have with my medical status, i am not certain about a few things yet, and have a few doctors 2 see, including my pc doctor and having a long talk about everything he should have been aware of
after all, i did request all reports be sent 2 him some, never did, although i am not surprised about anything anymore
fyi, always have a copy for your file

i am making appointments with my regular yearly check-up doctors
i have gotten mamograms along with others regular tests only 2 find a lump on my right breast over this weekend
we'll see what's up with that
if it isn't one thing it's just another
my current situation put those doctors on hold dental just one other that
comes 2 mind

anyhow, had a great time with my family and certainly with my dog (silky terrier)
love him, love love him, love love love him
i miss him so much
thanks for listening and being here for me as i can be here in return
it helps no doubt